Meme Doc P.H.D
The follow-up
Well at this point I am going to acknowledge a couple things. Also not gonna tag anyone because it’s a self penned letter/diary/journal for y’all and myself. Personal feelings, beliefs, values and opinions are included in there.
Thank you everyone and for those who have spoken up and shared stories about their lives. At least there’s some closure in things and I’m glad people are starting to move on with some slow progress.
This is about one of my major doubts about my choices and my life upon knowing I’m on here for quite a long time already, way before I’ve made this account. The existence of me knowing Flickr is probably close to a decade with the discovery of the internet (as well? I guess). I did contemplate about leaving because there’s a struggle in balancing things in and out. Imagine the failure of managing your life like a superhero and the civilian identity—-sometimes you question whether to wear that mask or not, or are you just posing fo undercover and a job. Lotta questions about stuff I think about, which probably relates to philosophy, a course I may take in uni this year, who knows. I’m a chill Buddhist as well some folks refer to me as a dank one, because of my “meme master” status and my big humour because I make inverted Asian jokes about my ethnicity etc XD.
Like people leaving by for multiple reasons, usually affected by common things like drama, family issues, health effects, a quick absence, or work. wonder if it’s necessary. I’m pretty sure when one says about quitting there’s gonna be immense amounts of comments and support from people saying “you shouldn’t go!”, “I love your content!” and etc. The big thing is that many things can be ironic that sometimes you see it and you don’t, like how my parents don’t even know my identity and situation here, or the amount of friends and followers I’ve made are even popular and more than real life. People I’ve met all along the way here have experienced lots of tragedy and back/origin stories which I can somewhat relate to, yup.
Which brings to the fact, when life gets in the way, would you continue? With a crisis like this, would you consider to move on for real? I mean, yeah, we can stay forever, we shape and create our destinies, but this was always meant to be a business or photography site until it branched out and grew. It will definitely draw pressure from lots of things. I think the more I’ve grown up the more I’ve questioned whether my purpose is served or not yet to keep on with the older or younger generations, to continue on memes, art, reviews, Lego, builds and etc. You probably (or may not) notice that I’ve been less active since last year, even with a big presence. That’s because I’ve gradually making a move of migration to discord, another social media platform (that should have started out just for gamers). Now looking upon today....somewhere I feel old and I’m like a mentor to some new recruits or kids. That’s because I feel that i’ve seen and heard a lot from experience even when I’m learning.
So probably lesser posts then eh? Like I said, I’m stuck in this kind of half dead state, which sometimes I don’t know my path entirely. It’s like Inception basically, but with more reality and sometimes dreams. Or both blend that I’m aware lucid dreaming is more of a thing now....
Anyways, I will still not give up on this year yet, we’ll see how it plays out, and I have a lot of things I want to do and post. Like Paladin Ascending’s Volume 2, which will be Issue 5 and a double post tomorrow. I hope to get the renaming stuff posted soon. And a lotta series on the way as well. Surely it’s gonna keep me occupied by writing, but with Article 13 and this douche of a platform trying to absorb and brainwash my wallet, the future is in hold. You look back and wonder....what’s next?
The follow-up
Well at this point I am going to acknowledge a couple things. Also not gonna tag anyone because it’s a self penned letter/diary/journal for y’all and myself. Personal feelings, beliefs, values and opinions are included in there.
Thank you everyone and for those who have spoken up and shared stories about their lives. At least there’s some closure in things and I’m glad people are starting to move on with some slow progress.
This is about one of my major doubts about my choices and my life upon knowing I’m on here for quite a long time already, way before I’ve made this account. The existence of me knowing Flickr is probably close to a decade with the discovery of the internet (as well? I guess). I did contemplate about leaving because there’s a struggle in balancing things in and out. Imagine the failure of managing your life like a superhero and the civilian identity—-sometimes you question whether to wear that mask or not, or are you just posing fo undercover and a job. Lotta questions about stuff I think about, which probably relates to philosophy, a course I may take in uni this year, who knows. I’m a chill Buddhist as well some folks refer to me as a dank one, because of my “meme master” status and my big humour because I make inverted Asian jokes about my ethnicity etc XD.
Like people leaving by for multiple reasons, usually affected by common things like drama, family issues, health effects, a quick absence, or work. wonder if it’s necessary. I’m pretty sure when one says about quitting there’s gonna be immense amounts of comments and support from people saying “you shouldn’t go!”, “I love your content!” and etc. The big thing is that many things can be ironic that sometimes you see it and you don’t, like how my parents don’t even know my identity and situation here, or the amount of friends and followers I’ve made are even popular and more than real life. People I’ve met all along the way here have experienced lots of tragedy and back/origin stories which I can somewhat relate to, yup.
Which brings to the fact, when life gets in the way, would you continue? With a crisis like this, would you consider to move on for real? I mean, yeah, we can stay forever, we shape and create our destinies, but this was always meant to be a business or photography site until it branched out and grew. It will definitely draw pressure from lots of things. I think the more I’ve grown up the more I’ve questioned whether my purpose is served or not yet to keep on with the older or younger generations, to continue on memes, art, reviews, Lego, builds and etc. You probably (or may not) notice that I’ve been less active since last year, even with a big presence. That’s because I’ve gradually making a move of migration to discord, another social media platform (that should have started out just for gamers). Now looking upon today....somewhere I feel old and I’m like a mentor to some new recruits or kids. That’s because I feel that i’ve seen and heard a lot from experience even when I’m learning.
So probably lesser posts then eh? Like I said, I’m stuck in this kind of half dead state, which sometimes I don’t know my path entirely. It’s like Inception basically, but with more reality and sometimes dreams. Or both blend that I’m aware lucid dreaming is more of a thing now....
Anyways, I will still not give up on this year yet, we’ll see how it plays out, and I have a lot of things I want to do and post. Like Paladin Ascending’s Volume 2, which will be Issue 5 and a double post tomorrow. I hope to get the renaming stuff posted soon. And a lotta series on the way as well. Surely it’s gonna keep me occupied by writing, but with Article 13 and this douche of a platform trying to absorb and brainwash my wallet, the future is in hold. You look back and wonder....what’s next?