uti504
Someone from London
Lately I've been dealing with questions what photography really means to me and what I want it to means to me quite a lot. I realised that in last 4 years it was just something I was used to doing and I kinda lost interest in it and was doing just because I knew it was something I used to enjoy when I was 13. I did improve somehow but it was more just clicking the button because I used to do that. It wasn't because I wanted to see the final image or represent some message throu it. It was just a habit that I knew ment something to me long time ago. I mean I know why I had such relationship with it, but with none thinking put into it it didn't make me feel better, just more disappointed with myself. Fuck, you realy have to fully recover to see how miserable your life was when you tried to avoid the unknown and prefered to run in a destructive circle just because it was familiar to you.
Someone from London
Lately I've been dealing with questions what photography really means to me and what I want it to means to me quite a lot. I realised that in last 4 years it was just something I was used to doing and I kinda lost interest in it and was doing just because I knew it was something I used to enjoy when I was 13. I did improve somehow but it was more just clicking the button because I used to do that. It wasn't because I wanted to see the final image or represent some message throu it. It was just a habit that I knew ment something to me long time ago. I mean I know why I had such relationship with it, but with none thinking put into it it didn't make me feel better, just more disappointed with myself. Fuck, you realy have to fully recover to see how miserable your life was when you tried to avoid the unknown and prefered to run in a destructive circle just because it was familiar to you.