laurylrose
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This is so bad in comparison with what I normally take in my opinion but depression's been absolutely awful this past week. Which shouldn't be an excuse but honestly 1/2 this week I just wanted to lie in bed and do nothing, and that was the case in some situations. Crying uncontrollably, and being really suicidal (the most I've been in literally three and a half years) but I'm trying to push through and make it. What little inspiration I've had has been crushed by depression but I actually have a kinda idea in my head so that's cool.
This sort of reminds me of some of my past photos, the colors and tones, and I've been really nostalgic about the past two summers and old friends, today was beautiful but I couldn't really get out of bed, although I dragged myself out to take this and some others that weren't that good.
Sorry for this pathetic description too!!! I'm tryin to be positive but it's just hard sometimes.
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This is so bad in comparison with what I normally take in my opinion but depression's been absolutely awful this past week. Which shouldn't be an excuse but honestly 1/2 this week I just wanted to lie in bed and do nothing, and that was the case in some situations. Crying uncontrollably, and being really suicidal (the most I've been in literally three and a half years) but I'm trying to push through and make it. What little inspiration I've had has been crushed by depression but I actually have a kinda idea in my head so that's cool.
This sort of reminds me of some of my past photos, the colors and tones, and I've been really nostalgic about the past two summers and old friends, today was beautiful but I couldn't really get out of bed, although I dragged myself out to take this and some others that weren't that good.
Sorry for this pathetic description too!!! I'm tryin to be positive but it's just hard sometimes.