Going off book this year. Instead of the oh so tasty pumpkin pie, that everyone knows is a staple of Thanksgiving, I'm going with something new. No cooking this year (for me at least), so I'm contributing this cookie crust, velvet chocolate, whipped cream and chocolate chip topped piece of edible art. We'll see how it fairs with the mob.

 

I really had a bit of trouble in thinking what I'm thankful for this year. But I guess it just comes down to still being alive. Last year, that wasn't the case. I was in a self destructive pattern and a suicidal mentality, still suffering with my wife's passing. In the past twelve months though, my life has gotten better - more so lately. So I guess I'm thankful for that as well.

 

I've staved off my depression and have not had any relapse, as of yet. I still have some bad days, but nothing as hollow or as drowning as they were in the past. I don't think I will ever escape this sorrow inside of me, but at least I am now able to smile and laugh with more frequency and sincerity...

 

Anyway. Stuff yourselves stupid today, and give thanks that you're alive to do so. HTGD o_O