Hello there. My name is Danica. Some people call me Dani though.

 

I originally came on here back in 2007 when I was only eleven years, then I deleted that account due to my depression back around December 2009. Then I decided to come back, and now I'm gonna try to do some more photography, once I actually develop some ass to delete some photos.

 

I am now fifteen years old in case you're wondering, and I'm a high school freshman.

 

How am I doing you may ask? Doing good, basically. Unlike middle school, I'm actually feeling accepted for who I am. No one is making my life like hell, which I fully appreciate. Work is a little stressful, but I still managed to keep my high 90 averages.

 

I also happen to have a boyfriend, and we've been dating for three months now. Although, I've also been having some self-esteem issues lately when it comes to being around him. It's not that he brings me down or stuff like that, 'cause he doesn't, nor does he ever do that. In fact, I'll tell you all this in this little paragraph below:

 

I'm single now. Finally told him about my timidness problem, and then we agreed to going back to being friends, best friends. I still have feelings for him though...but I've been told that he doesn't like me that way.

 

-sigh-

 

He's an awesome guy. In fact, I find him to be really amazing. He's such a cool dude. Great personality. Great taste in music. Plus we have a lot in common, so much that we can almost be like twins. It just kills me that I'm not able to talk to him like I did before with the nonstop convos, nor could I act like my crazy psycho self. Yet I see him goofing around with others, including my friends, and I just feel intimidated knowing I can be like that too, but not around him. And that basically leads me to feeling depressed by the end of the day. I don't wanna break up with him though, since I already have fears of having to lose him. So here am I, currently trying to figure things out, hoping everything will be resolved and back to normal.

 

I've been slowly going away from depression recently, and that's pretty much a good thing. I'm starting to feel normal and be loud again. And most of all, I'm starting to talk to him like I normally would. Ever since that, I'm now back to questioning what I'm currently feeling.

 

Hell, what the fuck is love?

 

Other than that: NOVEMBER.22.2010

 

I'm still a Jonas Brothers fan, but I'm not crazy-obsessed as I was before. In fact, I haven't really listened to them since like...September 2010 or so. I'll listen to their fifth record whenever it comes out. Same with Joe Jonas' solo record. Although, I could care less about heading to another concert of theirs, but I wouldn't mind meeting them somehow. I've been out of the Jonas loop anyways, so I don't even know what's going on, other than the fact Joe and Ashley are still dating and such. I'll still tweet Joe Jonas on Twitter every now and then though.

 

Surprisingly, my music taste has changed a lot for the past three to four years I've been on here. I've been listening to a lot more rock. In fact, I've also been listening to screamo since my ex-boyfriend/best friend and another friend of mine listens to it. Although, I still listen to Lady Gaga, Demi Lovato, and Taylor Swift every now and then. I also listen to indie music as well.

 

I'm still willing to see Paramore, Green Day, Relient K, Tokio Hotel, Muse, Coldplay, The Killers, and A Skylit Drive in concert.

 

Bands I mostly listen to now:

Muse

A Skylit Drive

Attack Attack!

A Day To Remember

Green Day

Coldplay

The Killers

  

I like a shitload of other bands though.

 

How's your life?