24 hours of life

1440 minutes of worries

86400 seconds of threats

 

Why all this is going on.

What I supposed to do?

Where I am running ?

What is my Destination ?

Why people dictate me to do this and dont do this?

Why I am so helpless?

What I want I cant get it and What I have I dont need it.

When this grey clouds will ends?

When this dark night gets over?

When this feeling of sadness will be ended

 

Will this all be over one day?

Will I'll be happy ever?

Will what i want get those things which I wanted?

I dont no

I dont no

Im just fed up.

 

I dont want to live

No one cares of me

This world dont need me

I am hated by every one

This place is not meant to me

I am hated

 

all the grivances and tension are in my luck

my good luck is bad luck

 

I dont want to live

I dont want to live

 

This will never be over

This will never be ended

This will never be changed

 

Wait a mint

if this world dont need me

then why should i care of them.

if i am doing wrong then who are they to tell me what is wrong what is wrong and what is good for me

 

If I am Hungry for so many no one asked me im hungry or not

they say who cares

 

If they want to live there own life

Then I ill live my ownlife

 

If they hates me

I will love my self

 

If these clouds of Darkness are not ending

then i will built a shelter for myself

 

If they dont need me

Then i dont them

 

If they say what i am doing is wrong

Then I will decide what is right and what wrong

 

If i am running in the darkness

i will lighten up a torch for myself

 

If i am helpless

Then I will help my self

 

if im fed up

then from now onwards I'll do those things in which I personally feel happy

  

Believe in yourself is the Biggest Fortune

  

Now one can beat the one WHO NEVER GIVEUP

 

Love LIFE because 50% of it relies on IF

and If has only two outcomes not the third one

 

Happiness and sadness

goes parallel in life

 

only you can make the difference

  

It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes

 

Your Friend,

 

Vishal Thummar AKA Vismay

 

Don't Judge me by what you have seen in me because what you seen in me is only what I have chosen to show you.

 

Zindagi Bhi Na Jaane Kitne Mod Deti Hai, Har Mode Pe Na Jaane Kitne Sawal Deti Hai, Jawab Dhoondhtey Rehtey Hai Hum Zindagi Bhar, Jawaab Mil Jaane Par Zindagi Sawaal Badal Deti Hai....

 

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* Music

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* Writing

* Poetry

* Photography

* Singing

* Dancing

* Adventure

* Painting many more thing