PLEASE READ FIRST. I WOULD PREFER NOT BLOCK ANY ONE, BUT IF YOU ARE A MALE ADMIRER (Thank you but please do not add me as I will block you). IF YOU SHOW PARTS OF YOUR ANATOMY THAT I ALSO HAVE THEN I WILL ALSO BLOCK YOU. THIS INCLUDES LADIES WHO WANT TO SHOW THERE MALE APPENDAGE. What people want to do with there pages is up to them, but it doesn't mean I have to look. If I have already added you as a contact and I return some time later and see such photos despite my reluctance I will also block you. Trusting this clarifies things so consider before adding me Thanks Traci

If I click on a star for your photo, it is to show appreciation of your beauty and efforts in fem and not to add to an ever growing collection of photos that I most likley never look back through.

A little bit of useless information. I am 170cm tall or 5"7" tall. I was born in SE London in 1957. I currently over weight weighing 100kg having lost 10 kg recently. I would love to get down to 75 but not sure how achievable that is. I wear shoes from 8 thru to 10 but 9 /10 are the most comfortable. Dress size varies depending were they are made but Australian sizes between 16 to 22 at this time. My wardrobe puts my wife to shame as I have over 100 dresses, plus skirts, tops etc etc. I pierced my own ears several years ago and like my dresses have a lot all be it cheap earrings and my show collection consists of around 60 pairs of flats, heels especially stiletto's and boots which I have about 10 pairs. Thanks for taking the time to read, XX Traci

May 2025

Over the years I have frequently questioned why and if I had a mental illness that was the cause of the love of the feminine form. You would think as I have just turned 68 I would have answers, but NO just the love of dressing and trying to look as authentic as possible. I have always loved makeup and it has taken me years to realise that less is more and were I would lay heavy layers on my eyes shadow especially I now use less and blend using more neutral colours. I was blessed with a good crop of hair and in the early days wore wigs but never felt comfortable so much so after trying the shaved macho look and hating it even with wearing wigs it wasn't for me. I haven't had a hair cut since 2007 but have trimmed the ends on several occasions over the years. I find that despite limiting in some hair styles I can curl or wear pony or pig tails like any other girl with long hair. My other love is high heels and high heeled boots. The is just something about the walk and the changing of the body shape I love. Sadly I am over weight and despite trying to loose weight I never loose more than a couple of kilos and always seem to find the weight again. Social media was not a thing in my youth. If had been I may well of transitioned. The only photos of girls M to F were in magazines and usually drag queens. Social media opened a new chapter in my admiration for the lovely Gurls on the net these days. Strangely I found by accident my first pages of ladies I admired when searching for a web page that had the name ABOVE & BEYOND which was a scifi show I had been watching but the pages I found were anything but and showed me a whole new World. Although I have ventured out more in recent years I am still basically a home bod as my Wife does not like me going out dressed but has become more tolerant of my dressing at home. I have met in person and on line some fantastic gurls over the years and several want to message back and forth which I will do rarely just not that type of gurl but acknowledge there beauty, style and femininity and wish at times I too could go out more but without loosing 20 -30 kg I would stand out like a sore. But never say never. Any how this is just a short update as I havent written any thing for some time. Take care ladies Love you all x

15th April 2023

Sometimes things change for better or worse especially when you dress in fem and people can not understand let alone question why I dress. In the end although I do not understand why I dress I have an inner peace and thrive on applying make-up and looking nice in a dress. The only thing that stops I feel looking more fem is my male shape and an extra 25 kg I wish I could shed. Anyway the reason for my update is back in August last year I had a double heart bypass operation. I was fortunate in that I mentioned to my Doctor who also happens to be a friend that I was getting puffed out walking around our small farm which didn't surprise me as we have steep hills throughout the small hobby farm. Long story short I was refereed to a cardiologist and underwent the operation. From there perspective, all went well but my sternum (Breast bone) which thy cut down the middle did not heal so last month I had to have a slightly less but similar operation and had titanium plates put in place to try and hold my chest together. Please if you have a family history of Chest pain please get investigated. So why tell you all this...? My Wife decided to retire at 60 as she is a big girl and the work and atmosphere at work made it unbearable. I told her that I used the time she was at work for my Traci time and said once she was retired she will have to accept my dressing in front of her. This was accepted with reluctance!!! Then my heart op happened and the worry that I may not come through and the long recovery has certainly changed her mind. I now have more Traci time than ever and prance around home fully made up and wearing my High heels or boots what ever pleases me. I also at this time like to thank Heidi Phox and her wife as my wife watched all be with reluctance they watching movies and doing things together which I am sure helped my wife as well. Any way if you took the time to read this update sincere thanks Hugs Traci xxx

June 12th 2021

Life has had its ups and downs for us all this last 12 months. Here in Australia we have been more fortunate than most and for the most part you wouldn't know there is a global pandemic except for the occasional slip up from Hotel quarantine. Later this month most likely I will be returning to the work force back as a nurse maybe for a couple of years. The two plus year break has been the best but no income is what drives me back to work. As for Traci, well I believe I have bloomed so to speak as I find myself wanting to be Traci more and more but with the anchor of normality around my neck what ever NORMAL is? I have ventured out a few times in the past few months. Once to visit friends, twice for a drive one of which was with my better half who said as long as I didn't get out of the car. I did get out of said car but only after being given the OK and in a quiet secluded spot. Last week was my biggest challenge. I have had to fend for myself as my better half went to stay at my sons to care for our grandsons whilst there 4th son was being cared for in hospital after not breathing properly after birth. This allowed Traci to spend several days straight en-fem. One of those days I decided to finally go shopping on my own at a large super recycling store and shopping mall. I spent an hour or two looking through the clothing racks, trying on dresses in the changing room and returning to the car with a huge bag of new dresses to wear. I obviously haven't enough dresses to wear yet despite having over 100 dresses now in the wardrobe and many more than my darling wife . I then wandered through part of the mall and in into a well known department store, somehow in the Bra section???? Any way I will stop raving but suffice to say I am looking forward to more outings and dress purchases in 2021 xxx

31st of October 2020

It has been a while but thought I would write an update. Since coming out to family and friends a lot has happened in that time. My brother whom I first told has sadly passed away in February due to on going medical problems mainly due to smoking. My wanting to dress more and more is all most an obsession with which I have to curtail as althogh my wife tolerates my dressing she over the years has become less tolerant and have to choose to dress mainly when she works which is 5 days a fortnight. I retired a couple of years ago and make the most of the time when my wife is at work. I am also blessed with a number of GG friends who are supportive, spent a day out for my 61st birthday with one friend, and another now has me dieting as she has lost 25 kg and wants me also so loose weight, but has given me some beautiful dresses as she is one GG who wears dresses all the time. Any how hoping Covid will soon have a vaccine, and stay safe everyone X

To my family, friends and colleagues at work, I am writing this in the hope that you may understand and accept what I am about to tell you.

When I was about 14 years old my family and I returned to live in England after living in Australia for two years. On our return to the UK we stayed with our Second Cousins, whose children were the same ages as ourselves except the oldest and third cousins were girls. One winters day in November we had little to do (no computer and little on TV then) except make our own entertainment. That day my female cousins dressed me up as a girl. I have no idea if that was what started my dressing but is my earliest recollection. Since that day I have over the years dressed up from time to time. Some times having months and months between dressing and other times when ever I had the opportunity. The only times I ventured out was for fancy dress parties, and events were I thought I would get away with it. Recently however I have gone out on a couple of occasions and felt comfortable enough in my appearance that I felt it was at least not easy to tell I was guy dressed as a girl.

I have always felt ashamed of myself for dressing, but at the same time felt I could not stop and have tried over the years only to fall back into the same routine. I also felt very lonely and isolated thinking that I had a mental problem that no one else suffered. It was not until many years later and accidentally finding a web site when looking for Science Fiction shows on the net that I found a site about men that dressed as women I realized that I was not alone and the number of cross dressing people (male and female) is closer to 1 in 10, and the number of transsexual persons numbers about 1 in 200

First I must say that my Darling Wife has known of my dressing from the beginning, I decided to be up front and honest from the start. Although at times it was difficult for my Wife to accept in the beginning, she has supported me over the years. When my friend Lisa and I became friends, I confided in her my hobby. I felt ashamed and expected to be reviled and be ignored. I told Lisa because I felt I could trust her and that may be Robyn would have some one to talk to about my dressing! I was pleasantly surprised of Lisa reaction and her understanding which is probably why I trusted to tell her in the first place, and also why we would sometimes have secret little chats out of everyone's ear shot. That was in 2002. Because of Lisa acceptance and understanding, and is also in part after reading many similar stories on the internet, I went one step further and told my Mother in law. This was a huge step, but felt necessary as on numerous occasions over the years she has nearly caught me dressed on a number of occasions (she lives in the house behind us). A while ago after a particularly bad time between my wife and I, I moved to my brothers place for some space for 10 days, it was at that time I had a lot of emotional baggage on board and decided to tell him about Traci (the girl name that my wife gave many years ago). My brother is an ex police officer and I did not know what to expect but at that time I also did not care. To my surprise his only comment was as long as I did not go in to his bedroom in heels he did not care. This was a huge weight lifted from me and due to his reaction I went another step further, and decided to tell my other brother and sister-in-law. My other brother is an Ambulance officer and a tad homophobic. Just before I decided to tell him he was making comments about homosexuals. I decided to tell him and my sister-in-law anyway. He also surprised me and said Blood is thicker than water and it was the end of the issue. Since then I have told my four sons. I would also like to thank my friends and work mates for there understanding & compassion of which I have been blessed.

In the end I would like to say that I am not kinky, I do not dress for any sexual pleasure, I am not a homosexual, I do not want a sex change, and truly admire and at times envy women, there compassion, and beauty (alright bitchiness as well which I no doubt act from so many years working with you girls). It is a kind of hobby and at least I am not down the pub, drunk, smoking my head off, doing drugs or driving fast cars. I am also fortunate that a lot of clothing I wear is borrowed from my wife and due to my hobby we both share a large wardrobe of clothing! Also having worked with women for the past 33 years I have been privy to conversations that most guys have not or may never hear (some could make your hair curl). I am not sure if that is a good thin or bad, and have been told on many occasions I am just another girl at work when some conversations have taken place!!!!! I must admit some conversations have been eye opening.

I recently joined a support group for persons who also dress called the Carrosel club, I am not sure if this a path I really want to go down, but have joined so that my Wife could meet wives of dressers as she could get support, as I ask for yours.

I hope by letting you all know that you will give me understanding, and will not be judgmental, and no doubt I will of given you all plenty to talk about in the coming weeks and months. I am still the same person as you have always known and trust by telling you all that I have unloaded a lot more emotional baggage and hopefully make my life a little less stressful for the future.

Update: Recently I received an email from a member of an association that I was President with in my "normal" life as a male. The email was not pleasant to read, and it concerned me that a person went about to discredit me in the eyes of the of other members, they have also told friends of my sons to no doubt embarrass both me and them. I have since sent an email to a number of people whom I never intended to tell to let them hear the rumors from my side. To the time of my writing I have had a number of emails back and have been supportive in there comments and do not intend breaking a friendship of years because of recent tales.

I have brought this to your attention as it has been a monkey on my back for to long and it is at last off. I would like to add that in my professional life I am a Nurse. I have seen over the years and more so recently patients dying younger than I from Heart attacks and Cancer as well as other conditions. It has made me realize that life is to short and if you wait until the time is right the time may never come.

Finally if you should want to know more please ask but do not hide behind rumors. Thank you

9th of July 2022

Time for an update. A lot of water has gone under the bridge since my last update 12 months ago. For me personally I have sadly stacked on some weight which doesn’t fit the illusion I so much wish to create, but in saying that have improved my makeup application and I am told that I look very womanly in appearance. I suppose that is up to others to decide.

So what is new??? Well I have ventured out a few more times including shopping in fem at a supermarket and several large recycle shops, I recycled several bags of clothing some I didn’t really like but only found out when I got home to wear them or to small for my expanding frame.

I have also been blessed with some beautiful female friends who support me, even buying me makeup, a hand bag and other fem things. This alone made me bloom with love for these ladies as without their emotional support at times would make the World so much harder.

My family has grown with my oldest son and wife having another son who had some difficulty breathing. When the baby was in the intensive care I needed to drop off some clothing on the same night I was heading to a Carrosel meeting. They said I looked nice on the night and said at some point they wanted their sons to know about Traci. I was also surprised when (and I still do no how it happened) but posted briefly a photo on my other FB page which resulted in my daughter in law contacting letting me know and was quickly removed. I called her and thanked her apologising at the same time as she hadn’t seen me dressed before and her Husband has never been overly nice about Traci in the past. I was truly amazed as she was supportive and said it was no big deal and almost part of the norm for her generation???

Moving on. My wife of getting closer to 40 years hasn’t also embraced my dressing but has tolerated it at best. I recently got my wife to watch Heidi Phoxx video of her and her wife watching girly movies together a couple of days after that video on youtube my wife sat down together and followed their lead. I retired after 46 year of nursing having gone back to work for six months when staffing was bad, it is worse now by the way and left in November last year. My wife who is also a nurse after working in a dementia unit for 15 years decided at nearly 60 she would also retire.

So what has changed? First I said that before she retired she was aware I was dressing more when she was working. I informed her when she retired that I had to dress to relax and rather than belittling me, agreed. She then went and visited my son interstate for 5 weeks were unfortunately she caught Covid (four months later is still breathless), I have been lucky to date and haven’t had Covid. In her absence I took the opportunity to dress nearly every day and loved the days. It is also the time I went to a supermarket shopping. One thing that struck me is most people are wrapped up in their own little world to worry about me walking around in public.

To the present day.... life throws curved balls at times and my health has gone south. I have been told I will need heart bypass surgery in the next couple of months, Diabetes type II joined hypertension and high Cholesterol which although not on my plans for the future intend to overcome the best I can. I have relaxed many evenings in fem as a way of distraction which my wife has tolerated with support and helping me to avoid being stressed about my impending surgery.

In finishing, I enjoy my fem side and only regret is I never embraced it more when I was younger. I have accumulated 1000’s of photos and have over 100 dresses and at least 60 pairs of heels, boots etc, and think I now have mastered the makeup application at last, something GG girls for the most part take for granted, and currently feel I am in a Happy Place.

Finally I would like to add that the ladies I add to my friends list is not a competition to see how may I can accumulate but a way of acknowledging the similar paths we tread, as well as acknowledgment of the inner beauty. Thank you all.

Lastly if you have a tasteful youtube account and wish to use one of my photos, please message me and if the Youtube account is to my liking I will gladly send you a photo Thanks Traci

Please note:

1. I don't want to see genitalia or porn of any description.

2. I'm not interested in headless shots or hairy men in women s underwear.

3. Hiding your face will most definitely get you Blocked

4. If you have no photos (or the photos you do have aren't yours) then go away! That includes photo streams full of web photos of models and such like. You've seen my photos so it's only fair you share yours. Why join a photo sharing website if you don't even have any of your own photos to share????

5. I welcome comments on my photos but please do not post lewd or sexual comments, as you will only receive a Block for your efforts!