i think i want something and then im not sure that i want it and always the things im sure i want never come to me.

I get excited very easy and i get disapointed with the same convenience. I'm easy to please and when i want something you can't get it out of my mind and i never stop till i get it...And if i never get it i just never stop.

I'm not the kind of person who will blame the others in a relationship that doesnt work. I know it wouldn't work because i'm a weirdo. I say i love you very easily but i love very rare. I can be excited with something so much and ignore a little what had been important for me till then. But never forget the people i love even if i cant show them sometimes. Means that you can make me like you in 5 minutes but it may take 5 years to make me love you. There can be some cases of incredible chemie with people..so i can love them in 5 months xd.

Im pretty sure that when ill fall in love i will make that person the happiest person on earth. And im also sure that im gonna hurt a lot of people till then...I hate lying and i regret it if ever done that in the past and cant change that. If you lie to me im probably gonna forgive you though the first time. I hate cheating , jealusy but ignorance too.

Im pretty jealus though. I live in my own world and nobody can tell me that it doenst excist. IT DOES ;) I dont have enemys cuz i simply dont let people hurt me. Over all those years i made a protective wall around me and the people i love. Im not so stuck with my parents i do most of the things without them and i dont share things about my life with them. Nobody can put limits on me cuz simply im tottaly capable of puting limits to myself. Nobody can judje me except my BEST friend cause me and her are the only people who know ME. I like to discover new things and i like to live on danger. I love adrenaline...I like to be different cuz its true i like it when people notice me ! Dont lie to yourself..who doesnt? I dont like to be the rebound girl cuz in a relationship i wanna feel special. Basic ingredient for a relationship to me is trust. If theres no trust theres no love. Deep down im a very romantic person and i find it really hard to find the perfect person for me...Till i find it i seem like the most NONromantic person on earth...and if your not my soulmate please dont be romantic..i hate it! But fakeboys who act like bullys doenst impress me, also posers who think they are something and remind it to the people around them all the time...whoa..No no no , i hate ! My type of boy is the one who is honest with you , true and never hurts you. With his friends he does stupid things but to me he is sweet but when he has to he is very sexy! He is athletic and most important he loves music so he can sing songs to me (: He enjoy life every minute and can make me laugh all the time. Makes me a better person ! He dont care about what people say and he always take me away from the everyday rutine and makes me forget my problems! That would be the perfect person for me. Also i love when people speak straight too me and they are honest cuz thats the only way to wake me up..being strict to me.

Anyway i loooooove piercings and tattoos...And i love summer and the beach. I love sea, its my life. I can look at it for hours and think of everything.....