Hello, I am Bria

Update 2/6/2025

As time has gone buy I have learned more and more about being a trans women. I have grown stronger and more confident on who I am. I live with my fiancé who is 100% supportive and she is always there for me as I am always there for her. At this time I cannot live full time but every moment that I can I present as female. I have gain confidence that when time doesn’t permit for hair and makeup I am comfortable just going out wearing womens attire. By doing this I still get that calming feeling of being a woman. I won’t get SRS because my fiancé asked me not to. Which is also what I want. I love being a woman and having a little something extra. I am embracing myself and will live a happy full life as Bria.

Starting out on a wonderful new life and have been blessed in so many ways its hard to beleive. Had an older account that was out dated and obsolete. I myself needed to be up-dated and had to figure out where I would end up on this TG scale of things.

I always knew I was different but could not figure it out. But worse, I denied and hide from my feelings. I pushed to totally the macho male side of the scale. Had to be the strongest and biggest guy in the gym. Had to have a totally macho job and spent 27 years trying to be something I wasn't.

I married young, and loved my wife and still do. We are not together any more except in spirit, her soul I am sure is in heaven. She struggled with how I was/am changing from who she knew. She tried, she went to therapy with me, she went shopping with me, and at first would dabble sexually with me. That part died out soon and she refused to have anything to do with me sexually when I would be in female form. Then she pulled away from me mentally when I was expressing this side of me. Eventually she pulled away drastically and from this world. So needless to say I have had some very dramatic changes in my life and wasn't sure how I would make it through it all. It hasn't been easy but its strange how things work out.

Most of my friends from my past have slowly pulled away and I don't see them very often. I sense they do not like the changes in me and do not probably understand them. I have bumped into a couple and they don't even recognize me. This does hurt a little but I understand it's how the world is and how people are.

I just love women. I honestly wish I was one. As time goes by I wish more and more I was born a girl. I so admire their beauty and sexuality. I love the clothes, lingerie, makeup, perfume, hair, jewelry, and oh yes...... the shoes! I love their body and how its all put together.

I always hoped I could share my life with a woman who loved me for me. Who by some miracle would be open and accepting to being in a relationship and living the life style of a Tgirl.

By some weird timing of events and divine intervention I have met a wonderful woman. She is a beautiful, strong, sexy, wonderful little body, very pretty woman she is everything I could hope for. She is my soul mate and so very special. She more than accepts this part of me and is in this adventure with me. She encourages me to be me and not hide. I live 24/7 with painted toes, pierced ears and belly button, laser hair removal from the neck down. She pushes me to go out in the world and experience life how ever I want it to be. Sometimes when I don't feel like doing the hair and make up I will dress up from the neck down and just hang at the house, lately she has been pushing me to do my makeup and go out without the wig. I am lucky that I can be female whenever i want. I have wondered and dreamed what it would be like to have a GG partner that is into it all. I can tell you its just crazy wonderful. I now get to pursue my feelings and desires free of guilt whenever and however often I desire.

As many of you know being a TG can be difficult. Juggling all the different feelings and desires and trying to balance it all is not easy to figure out. If I would have discovered earlier in my life who I really am, I am sure I would be living today as a woman. I just cant bring myself to do it mostly because of my children. I am sure they would accept me (my daughter knows and even goes out with me) but I cant bring myself to do it. I love being feminine when I can, and also like many of you out there I strive to be the best I can. Just want to share with others and have friends in this part of my life who share the same desires. I will now be able to take and post more pictures in the near future.

I enjoy reading profiles about other Tgirls and their journey. Especially like hearing from or reading profiles who's spouse, significant other, or girlfriend support their TG life.

I found this quote in another profile and I just loved it and thought I would repost it so it may be seen my more members of flickr:

Here is one of my favorite quotes that I believe EVERYONE should live by...

"For what it's worth: it's never too late, or too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Benjamin Button

And in case it wasn't obvious...I am a T...Transgender, transexual, transgirl, TG, whatever....

I am not into guys but don't mind if you look at my pics. Just be polite and keep it PG. Also if you don't have any pics of you in your profile and do not have a pic icon you will be blocked.

Update 8-14-17

I don't post much here, mostly just too busy. But thought I would share a few things.

Over the the last several months I have lived more and more in girl mode. My live in girlfriend becomes more and more supportive almost daily. I fully dress up about twice a week and go out with her. She goes every where with me and there isn't anywhere we won't go. In June we took a trip to Florida where I left the house and returned 8 days later and lived in femme the entire time. Did the same over a 4 day staycation in Denver over valentines weekend. I get to sleep in lingerie every night, hang out in girl clothes every evening, wear a cami under my shirt and panties every day. She has introduced me to most of her friends and a few family members. This last weekend we spent in Estes Park and of course went shopping. We found some exciting clothes. I found an amazing pair of skinny jeans. Was dying to wear them so Sunday we spent the day wondering around town and I wore the jeans along with my Tory Birch flip flops and painted lavender toes. It was an amazing feeling to dress Kind of androgynously. I feel my journey in this life is now leading me to Brest implants (one of her close finds and I are wanting to go together) then facial surgery. I know this maybe pressing it a little with her but I think I can convince her. I will never do anything to lose her but really want this..... wish me luck!