I run with scissors...

  

I welcome you to my world with these words I have stolen from Leonard Cohen,

 

I was lost/ when I met you on the road/ to Larissa/ the straight road between the cedars

You thought/ I was a man of roads/ and you loved me for being such a man/ I was not such a man

I was lost when/ I met you on the road/ to Larissa

 

Think about these words as they will help you to understand both my sight and my failings.

 

Peace

  

For all of you I wish you health and laughter, safe travels and mad love.

  

Photographs

 

Pictures of Portugal and soft Key West nights,

the blue of the water that just matched your eyes.

The house by the bay where we lived those three years

and that cat that we had, there was a picture of him,

sitting out on the seawall with the tide fully in.

Looking out at the water as if wishing to swim.

 

I remember the longing that he and I had,

him just to wander and me to hold tight.

I lost him that day when the tide was far out

he was hunting for crabs where the water just touched

but the storm came too quick and he couldn't get away.

I found his wet body the very next day.

 

With you it was different, a gradual thing,

one day I looked up and nothing was there.

As I look at these pictures I find nothing of you,

not even a body washed up on the shore,

Just me and the cat and the house by the bay.

 

ssg 5/03

 

On Seeing Martha Naked for the First Time

 

I remembered to call

but you forgot to answer

so I took the dress you left

hanging in my closet

and beat the shit out of it

 

and than set it on fire

and watched the sparks

dance upon the night.

 

ssg 12-05

  

Conversations with Heather in August after sundown

  

You talked about god

while the fireflies

wrote dirty words

in the honeysuckle.

 

You said he would provide

and I wondered why he was a he?

 

I see god as a

trans-gendered drag queen

who wears fruit for hats.

 

~a lot of apples and some pears~

 

But that might explain my current

inability to pick any

winning lotto numbers.

 

Maybe I will go to church

this Sunday and

drop a few bucks in the plate.

 

Maybe she will throw me a bone.

  

ssg 12-05

  

jesus lied to me

 

mom and jesus

didn't say that

love would hurt me

quite this way

when you got up

and went away

 

ssg 11/04

  

To kim from PA. on the anniversary of mother’s day

  

you left me in a swarm of confusion

on mother’s day

right before the cherry blossoms

were to bloom

 

Saying that he needed his wife

 

pregnant somebody said

 

a couple of years later

 

In passing

 

eight years and that hadn't happened

but mine swam well

 

better than most I think

 

find me

 

for I don't want my sons to ever

fuck their half sister

 

even by mistake

 

ssg 1-06

  

To Sara in Vermont in the Winter

  

I have known too many pretty women

to be dazzled by you

 

the shine of your hair and the

color of your eyes

 

lips that linger in my memory

long after the substance

has gone

 

I remember others who

escaped after resting

awhile and drinking

from the clay cup

that once was the holy grail.

 

healed and no longer

in need

 

at least I still have the

scars from your nails

down my back

that still seep each Tuesday

  

ssg 1-06

  

I want one more climb... one more race before the wind...one more trip around the world and one more leap into the void mindless of the risk or the potential.

 

I require one more journey down the glory road and one dragon to slay and one more damsel to save.

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  • JoinedJune 2005
  • Occupationartist
  • HometownWashington DC
  • Current cityCumberland, Maryland
  • CountryUSA

Testimonials

steve is more man than should be allowed in this place. He makes my blood boil and my body shiver - but in the good way. Amazingly enough , he also uses a camera quite well. Just an added bonus.

December 10, 2009
mr peanut says:

hello

December 8, 2009
sandelion says:

I do believe Steve was the first person to flirt with me on Flickr, and for that he will always hold a special place in my heart. His photography is amazing, his passion unparalled, and his life experiences unique. All around, Steve is one hell of a guy.

December 8, 2009
Equable Winter (deleted)

Just look at Steve`s photo`s and you will know that he is passionate...an artist and I think deep inside he has a heart of gold ...you can not be this good and not have a heart ,but I hope he sees this the way I mean it ...and know I mean what I say !!!

July 24, 2008
Curved Writing (deleted)

Steve is a nasty piece of work; vengeful, disturbing and nasty.. did I say nasty cos he's really nasty. He can bang on about how he has lots of young girlfriends and that his "art" is gaining acceptance across the east cost or wherever he is from; but it doesn't take anything away from that fact that he's always only … Read more

Steve is a nasty piece of work; vengeful, disturbing and nasty.. did I say nasty cos he's really nasty. He can bang on about how he has lots of young girlfriends and that his "art" is gaining acceptance across the east cost or wherever he is from; but it doesn't take anything away from that fact that he's always only ever been nasty to me. Sometimes I try to prod him to get a reaction, but that's not working anymore. oh yeah, he takes nice photo's and paints cool pictures. Just don't tell him I said so.

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May 7, 2008

Great Artist! You really have an unique ways in creating your arts. greatly enjoyed your works! Thanks for sharing!

May 6, 2008
Heartbreaking Calculator (deleted)

Your photography is purely amazing,,

November 5, 2007
mountainous government (deleted)

All you need is love, love ;-}

October 8, 2007
Jenn says:

"... We kneel in gratitude as the movements in love disperse our sweet intentions across the fictions of Companionship -- two of the creatures which You name Me...."

October 1, 2007

Steve is a poet, a photographer, an artist, and above all a man of uncompromising moral fiber, although what makes up that fiber may surprise you.

August 24, 2007

This man has been a mean piece of work since i first met him on Flickr and got to enjoy his fun banter in DMU, the group for the les miserables of Flickr. He is nasty and paranoid and repelling to others when his mood permits and he's always looking for a fight - it doesn't matter what as long as he can rant and rave a… Read more

This man has been a mean piece of work since i first met him on Flickr and got to enjoy his fun banter in DMU, the group for the les miserables of Flickr. He is nasty and paranoid and repelling to others when his mood permits and he's always looking for a fight - it doesn't matter what as long as he can rant and rave and scream. He also takes some amazing pictures and I believe his presence makes Flickr a better place. I'm proud to have him as a contact.

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August 7, 2007

I love Steve. His dead honesty is something not only refreshing, but something you can depend on. It's awesome to see his photostream grow and see what new things he adds to it. I also love the fact that he stands not only by his convictions, but this is a man that fights for what he believes in. Damn I wish he … Read more

I love Steve. His dead honesty is something not only refreshing, but something you can depend on. It's awesome to see his photostream grow and see what new things he adds to it. I also love the fact that he stands not only by his convictions, but this is a man that fights for what he believes in. Damn I wish he didn't have a girlfriend. The lucky bitch. :(

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July 22, 2007

The theory goes, and I believe it, that the crazier a person is the more talent he/she is capable of. That being said, Steve Gobeil is fucking insane! I have been in complete awe of his work after discovering it only a week ago, especially his mastery of black and white photography. I have worked with black and whit… Read more

The theory goes, and I believe it, that the crazier a person is the more talent he/she is capable of. That being said, Steve Gobeil is fucking insane! I have been in complete awe of his work after discovering it only a week ago, especially his mastery of black and white photography. I have worked with black and white film all my life until my recent change to digital so I know what I am talking about when I say that his work is exhibition quality. His work inspires me to go out and be as big of a nutcase as I can with my camera. Steve, thank you so much for sharing your insanity with the rest of us!

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March 20, 2007
Secretive Oven (deleted)

I dated steve_gobeil for about seven years, but I found out that he had an affair with Angelina Jolie and I decided to end this thing violently. Not only is steve_gobeil handsome as hell, he is a talented photographer too. Gobeil is the kind of guy that every woman would die for!!! Irresistible! And he looks like Jesus… Read more

I dated steve_gobeil for about seven years, but I found out that he had an affair with Angelina Jolie and I decided to end this thing violently. Not only is steve_gobeil handsome as hell, he is a talented photographer too. Gobeil is the kind of guy that every woman would die for!!! Irresistible! And he looks like Jesus!!!

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March 4, 2007
deadpan soda (deleted)

steve_gobeil. wonderful guy. amazing artist. steve will always be around to remind us that digital b&w is nothing more than anal leakage. And for that, I am grateful.

March 4, 2007
assorted giraffe (deleted)

we really enjoy steve_'s acerbic wit, and also that he posts about as many photos to the DMU pool as we do. That's why, twats that we are, we think the world of him. Plus that fun day when we teamed up with him to poke a DMU troll. Good times.... good times.

March 4, 2007

Its a little known fact that Steve was the first drummer for the Rolling Stones. He gave that life up to study embroidery, some of his work has been sold for over $1000000 to the artist formally known as prince, but Steve gave all the money to charity..what a guy

March 3, 2007

Steve is the man in the corner of your eye, the whisper of a sound of movement passing, the fly on the wall, the view from the other side. I love getting lost in his visions - there is darkness, lots of it, but deep in between the 7 zones from perfect white to absolute black are so many mysterious stories waiting to… Read more

Steve is the man in the corner of your eye, the whisper of a sound of movement passing, the fly on the wall, the view from the other side. I love getting lost in his visions - there is darkness, lots of it, but deep in between the 7 zones from perfect white to absolute black are so many mysterious stories waiting to be told.

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December 31, 2006

By far the nicest guy on Flickr!

December 29, 2006
Pacdog says:

Steve is like the Father I never had..

December 11, 2006
Betsy says:

Steve's great.

October 29, 2006

I can't believe that it took me this long to write a testimonial for Steve. Steve Gobeil is one of the few people on flickr who truly deserves the label "artist". HIs work is beautiful and thought-provoking. He creates things that cause you to linger -- his work is sublime and one must study it to appreciate it… Read more

I can't believe that it took me this long to write a testimonial for Steve. Steve Gobeil is one of the few people on flickr who truly deserves the label "artist". HIs work is beautiful and thought-provoking. He creates things that cause you to linger -- his work is sublime and one must study it to appreciate its depth. That plus he's funny as hell and has a great perspective on life. Enjoy.

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October 28, 2006
Tanika says:

He's cute, he's hairy and he's one hell of a lover. Steve Gobeil ROCKED my world!

October 3, 2006

He thinks a lot. And takes pictures. Then he shares both his thoughts and pictures with the rest of us. Truly a part of Flickr that makes this an addiction ;)

July 4, 2006
jazzy place (deleted)

Steve Gobeil is one of the most extraordinary artists on Flickr. His post-processing work is sublime and beautiful. I encourage you to look through his entire collection. Sincerely, Nuggets

May 27, 2006
maddog. says:

Aside from being a pretty damn good photographer, Steve built the Eiffel Tower for BT many years back and is capable of roundhouse kicking ol' Chuck Norris about at will. His online battle tactics are monolithic and vastly entertaining.

June 19, 2006

Steve Gobeil is a genius with black & white film photography. I was going to write a delightfully cheeky testimonial, but instead, I will say "wow", check out that photostream. It's a privilege not to be missed. P.S. He has a huge collection of flora-porn. I know this because I supplied the man with a series of nau… Read more

Steve Gobeil is a genius with black & white film photography. I was going to write a delightfully cheeky testimonial, but instead, I will say "wow", check out that photostream. It's a privilege not to be missed. P.S. He has a huge collection of flora-porn. I know this because I supplied the man with a series of naughtly little tiger lilies and dew dropped daffodils just last week...His biggest kink? Macros of pollen covered stamens with honeybees on them!

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May 23, 2006
Wonderful Beginner (deleted)

Tennis is hot...

March 7, 2006

Steve Gobeil makes my panties moist. They're soaking, I'd better take them off.

April 25, 2006
Curious Jewel (deleted)

Steve is this amazing photographerartistwriterman that I totally dig in a big way... What a story his pictures tell! What a journey we take just by stopping in. I am grateful to know such a talented, genuine, generous guy ... even if just through cyberspace! :)

March 8, 2006

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