Life and pics of a mature italian crossdresser

Update september 2024

Dear friends and followers and followings, unfortunately my account has been suspended because of some nude photos and suggestive poses. I had to delete many of my photos in which there were very nice and sometimes spicy comments from many of you. And I was very sorry about this. But despite all this, it seems it is still not enough. There are still other photos that are not good. So I am considering whether to abandon this site altogether because I have no intention of paying to show my photos, on the contrary, I am convinced that I should be paid for what I do. I think that those who spend part of their time, their energy, their money, to try to be better, even just in appearance, all this makes the world we live in a better place. And for all these efforts those who make them should be rewarded, instead, the exact opposite happens!

Update may 2024

Today I finally reached one million visitors!! It took me 4 years, but who cares, those who go slowly go far and well, they say... will it be true?? Thank you all for visiting my pages, thank you also for reading all the nonsense I write. I know they're stupid and that's exactly why I write them. As you may know I haven't been so well lately. I was rushed to hospital and I really feared it was over. But as you can see I'm still here, not very healthy, but what can I do?? I lost 7 kg, I go for a walk every day, I took some medicine... and this is the result of all my sacrifices??

My God my God why have you abandoned me..

Update decembre 2023

Another year is gone. Even though several things have happened, I feel like I haven't made any progress. And you can see it, recognize it, when you have the feeling that you are always taking the same photo.

My lucky situation continues in which, with limited risk, I can dress up for a couple of hours per evening. But two hours is not enough, you know, no more.... It is now very clear that this passion of mine is linked to experimenting with new things that make me feel good. And so I can't help but buy shoes, jewelry and clothing to wear. During the summer I had the opportunity to stay alone at home and an idea came to me to do something I had never done. I dressed in a short tank top, the kind that leaves the belly exposed, a flowing polka dot skirt, a nice pair of sandals, and then I opened the French window and went out onto the balcony. It was late at night. The neighbors had their shutters down. There were few people walking in the street, but on the other hand there were many cars passing by and I liked the idea that someone seeing me might wonder who that beautiful lady on the balcony was, I loved it. It all seemed so natural to me! I was wearing the short blonde wig I feel most comfortable with and it was me, Solì, in the real world. And do you want to know something? it wasn't bad at all!!

Update december 2022

I didn't remember writing just a few months ago, such sad words! Now It looks like God heard my prayer. I am currently in a lucky condition where I can stay enfemme, alone, for a couple of hours almost every night. I don't know how long it will last, but I want to take advantage of it to clarify within myself. I finally bought the sandals I've wanted for a long time, spending a pittance, and I find them adorable. Once I got on those heels, I thought I'd never be able to get off again! It's hard to walk with, but I'll learn. Surprisingly, the things that cost the least are the ones that gave me the most satisfaction. My shopping list is still very long, but it is gradually getting shorter. I haven't had any date yet, despite the fact that several people ask me and encourage me to do it. I show myself when I can on cam session, I receive many nice compliments, often even spicy, which are the ones I like most. Maybe I am no more than an exhibitionist, as someone sayed to me. I have adorable friends scattered around the globe who adore me and with whom I maintain epistolary relations ... in short, what more do I want??? What will be my next step??

Update july 2022

Today I am very sad. There are no more favorable conditions to continue my nice journey. The place where I could dress up will soon be too busy and I won't be able to risk that much. In the meantime I will be surrounded by ugly, rude and noisy thugs, which I can't stand. I got myself into a trap, but I couldn't do otherwise. I feel I am too delicate for the environment in which I am going to live. I hope God offers me a way out, whatever it is ...

Update october 2021

Here I am again to you. My journey continues despite everything. I'm happily enlarging my wardrobe, with the clothes I've always dreamed to have on, even if they don't fit me well, but it doesn't matter. I have met some guys in chat and they would like to meet me in the real world, but I still can't take that step. However, even if I am convinced that this race of mine can no longer be stopped, I always think that one day I will disappear, I will return to nothingness, where I surely come from.

Update january 2021

It has been almost a year since I took my photographs and the desire to continue my journey has increased. It's too much fun to be Solimana, I can't live without her anymore. There are days when a lot of funny things happen and I'm happy and days when nothing happens and they are too many. I had saved up some money to buy some girly stuff, but unfortunately I got seriously ill and had to spend all my savings for doctors and medicines. And now Solimana is healthy and very sad !!

I put myself in the risk, doing what I'm not ready for, I peeked beyond my limits, just a little, in order to clarify my mind. I got some surprises in return. For example I found out that Solimana really likes chatting with men, she gets horny. She likes to receive compliments, to be pursued. She doesn't mind hairy and slightly overweight men either. But above all I found out that she likes men in a different way than how I like women.

Just a little about me, Solì

I like to wear women's clothing since I was a child. During adolescence I wore all my sister's wardrobe, Then I thought that I dress up to see in me the woman I didn't have, and that as soon as I found a girl, everything would be over. But it was not true. Nowaday whenever in a shopping center I pass in front of the underwear department, I have to make a great effort to pretend that I don't care, while instead I know that I would spend hours contemplating touching trying on bra and slips. I never had the courage to buy anything, but I'm working on it. I would also like, if I could, to make my body more feminine. For example, I would like to completely shave myself. I'd like to have a bigger and rounder butt too, for that I'm doind daily exercises. I'd like to paint my nails. As for clothing, I like dresses with thin straps that leave all the cleavage in view, I like dresses with deep necklines on the back, I like skirts above the knee, I like skater dresses, I like the summer dresses with floral patterns, I like the 50's dresses, I like satin nightgown with robe, I like all the lace underwear including the stockings with the lace flounce, I like the satin petticoats, I like the sandals with high heels and the strap around ankles, I like pearl necklaces and earrings with pendants. I like wigs with short hair. Well andl finally about my sexual preferences, I can say that I would like to have sex with a man, but I do not like men... Maybe my "not" is an "not yet" I do not (yet) know...

I often wonder, what am I doing? So I am seriously tempted to delete everything.