I'm one of those people that I see a chance, a photo to be taken and if I don't get it I feel anxious, empty and disappointed.

My passion was polaroid pictures because each picture has to be somewhat planned out. There aren't any redos and it is put in my hand right away. In the digital world I have lost many pictures to a computer crash. But my polariods are all sitting in an album waiting for the future. And then they stopped making polariod film. And so now I have three dead polaroid cameras. And one day when I was being narcissistic and taking photos of myself, I did used to post photos with my face, I grabbed my polaroid camera and put it in front of my face...and I liked it. It just intrigued me. And so I just explored with it and saw it more as a mission rather than a test to see how pretty I could make myself. My surroundings became more important than me and in it I've grown. It's a challenge to see the world and share it. It's just useless and a waste maybe. But it's something I've done and been told not to stop. I'm not the networking type so I'm sure it won't go anywhere. But it will make for interesting funeral when that time comes about...