I grew up a poor German/Irish bastard surrounded by the rich. I have a superficial charm and a grandiose sense of self-worth. I also have a strong need for stimulation, with a proneness to boredom. I have a conning and manipulating behavior with no sense of remorse or guilt. I have very shallow emotional affect and that causes me to display emotions I don't really feel. I have a lack of empathy for others and show poor control over my many behaviors and personality's. My behavior problems started early in life, I cannot form long-term plans that are realistic. I’m impulsive, irresponsible and do not accept responsibility for my actions. I displayed juvenile delinquency and I’ll violate probation often. My criminality is diverse and I like to spoon.

Essentially, I violate social norms and expectations without the slightest sense of guilt or regret in order to take what I want and do as I please.

I am in no way a painter, in fact I can't draw at all and my handwriting sucks, I don't even normally know what I'm going to paint until I start doing it and then I give myself only a few min. to complete it. In other words I never have a plan and don't give myself time to think about it, I just do it. I find it very stress relieving and it helps clear my mind from the wave after wave of random thoughts.

I also don't use normal tools, I'm very green and tend to use trash and recycled wood as well as other things I find and I'm proud to own 3 brushes. I make it a point to never pay attention to detail, mainly I do it to kill time and prove you don't have to know what your doing to relax and unwind with an artistic outlet, I also like to huff my fair share of paint.