Mary Joy Victoria Guevarra. Half Filipino, half Spanish, half Muslim. I learned a lot by living, because you have to grow up kind of quickly, it's also about taking your time and learning and embracing every moment.

My relationship status? Well, I haven't really gotten my heart broken yet. I think just like be careful would be my ultimate advice to anyone. Boys are jerks, dude. (joke) I think just be careful and confident, because honestly you see so many girls walking with their head down and I think the greatest thing about being a woman is being able to be confident.

There are days that you'll feel bad and not necessarily find things that you like about yourself, but there's time where you've just got to put that smile on. The problem that most girls have is they end up putting all this makeup on and trying to dress like everyone else, and then your just going to blend in-you're never going to stand out. I think the coolest thing about girls with their own style is that they stand out. I see so many cool girls who walk by, I'm like, oh, I like their style, it's something I would wear, but it's their own thing. I think that's what important: I kind of have my own thing, and I'm proud of that.

Many people ask me if I was insecured of others well, I guess it's just feeling beautiful and knowing that I'm different. I have a different body type than other people. I'm not your typical skinny, tall girl, but I love the body that I'm in. You have your bad days when it feels like there's just so much drama, or not going on at all. But then you have the days you'll never forget, the ones that make you into who you're going to be.

I'm a teenagers. Me and my friends talk about what teenagers talk about. Except I've realized that we go through so much. In a sense, we've grown up quicker than your average teenagers, so we don't talk about gossip or things like that. And you don't know what was going on back when you were teenagers, so it's not really fair for people to judge other. People make mistakes. I'm definitely not perfect, and I'm going to admit that right now. But I'm going to try my hardest.

Friendship is someone that you can trust. I think a good friendship is when you're less liker friends and more like family, and that's how Emae and I are, she's my best fiend. I feel like she's my family, you know? We will fight like sisters, and we drive each other absolutely crazy half the time, but that's the beauty of it all. It's important to have best friends, especially for girls. Maybe it's because we're good at relying on each other in a way that guys aren't. Sometimes, they're all you need, I am lucky enough to have had those relationships but I don't know necessarily what I would want from someone. You just want honesty and suppor. You want to be there for each other.

Well, even to the girls that bullied me in school, I would always say, "Say it to my face. Tell me what I did and say it to my face. Don't threaten me on the computer, Say it to my face." They never did... they were scared-of me. Specifically one girl would give me dirty looks and call me names and I was like, "If you just hit me, I'd respect you a little bit, but you're just saying it behind your computer screen so that makes you more of a loser." But, whatever!

I always thought that music was my No. 1 passion. Music has been something I've always wanted to do in my life, and I don't plan on stopping to do it. When I really like a song, I play it so much everyone around me ends up hating it. The last song I killed was "Love The Way You Lie" by Eminem. If you put me in a room and there was a conversation going on while there was music playing, I'd be listening to the music 100%. Music always has to be in my day. If you're walking down the street, it's so much more vibrant if you've got headphones on and you're listening to a song. People want a natural soundtrack to their lives, like they were in a movie. It would be so cool if there was some kind of program that would play a song that captures exactly how you're feeling at a particular moment. Music is important- it gives us a way to say how we feel, because sometimes we're just so confused and we have no idea what we're thinking unless somebody sings it perfectly for us. And when that happens, that song becomes our favorite , and that's a really special thing.

I try to be online when I can. I'm known for breaking hearts, so it's best not to get involved with me. Don't believe? Delete. I'm done caring about what everyone thinks of me. 'don't think you know me cause you know nothing.

I'm usually happy and all giddy. I am really emotional. Mostly try seeing the best in people. I have an addiction to smiley faces, mashed potato, eye liner, Pepsi, Rap and rock music. I love songs that has a great lyrics. I'm afraid of the ocean. I have really, really bad eyesight. I'm claustrophobic. My Favorite color is black. I'm extremely loyal and protective of my closest friends, but I also like to be spontaneous and do really random things. I love chocolate, I get super hyper when I ate one. It's like a energizer for me. I'm not religious, but I do believe in God for sure. I don't like drama. I love dogs and bunnies. I'm afraid of cats! I fell in love with Demi Lovato's music when I was in high school. I have been in love with that music ever since. I love photography, so I'd wish for a really nice professional type camera, so then I can buy different lenses for it. I'm not much of a girly girl...I'm not a big fan of pink, let's put it that way. I've gotten so much more comfortable with this world. Before, I put too much stock in my own words. I was so concerned with not coming across as insincere. I refrained from saying what I actually felt because I thought it would be read as cliche and people would think I was lying. I don't talk to anybody about my personal life, and maybe that perpetuatesit, too. But it's really important to own and keep it to yourself.

I want to stop talking about things I want to do and actually get out there and do them. That's going to be my biggest goal.

What I think about people like about me is that I don't try to change and I haven't let what I do for a living become my life. I'm going to make mistakes and I would not trade that for anything. I always say that the minute you stop making mistakes is the minute that you stop learning. The minute I stop doing that we're all in trouble. That's what life is all about. I never want to disappoint people. My decisions sometimes not only disappoint other people, but disappoint myself as well.

"Don't take for granted what you have. Look at your family and really realize what you've got.. Never let a day go by that you don't tell them how much you love them."

Surround yourself with the right people who love you for what you are. There are always going to be people who want to find things to complain about or to put you down. I don't care about that kind of criticism because I'm proud of who I am. I'm a laid-back kind of girl and I would rather cuddle up at home and eat ice cream and watch DVD's of my favorite TV series.

One of my role model is Hayley Williams she's so confident and she's gotten a lot of stuff for being a girl and being in a band. I admire her so much. Everyday I listen to her song and so does to Taylor Swift, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez, Justin Bieber, Eminem, Rihanna, Victoria Justice, Avril Lavigne, Miley Cyrus, and Jonas Brothers.

I don't like people who's only friendly when they needs something from other people. A backstabber, bully(i got bully a lot), I hate arguing with people, and people who always say their self pitty, selfish, pretender, liar, everything that can offend me. and when someone offend me.. I never talk to that person. I don't give second chance. cause I already get hurt at first why should I give another? For what? To hurt me again? NO WAY!

"I maybe the cooks daughter. My father may not be rich. But I am a much better person than someone who feels good about herself because she makes everyone feels bad. And I'll take that any day."

Okay, I think I write a lot so if you try to get along with me. GO! If you dare! :) xxxo

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