Adreniline controls my life and the thrill of life pumps my adreniline. But i am not addicted to adreniline but i am addicted to the joy of life. I don't understand people who have no drive in there constant persuite of happiness. Everyday i wake i feel the need to do something over the top to make me smile on the inside and share my joy with those close to me. But most of all i suppose i'm looking for a differance in a constant routine run existance of everyday life.