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2025 Update

It's been a good while since an update so I figured it was time. Things are mostly status quo for me. Still just dressing at home, and only out IRL to my wife. She continues to be supportive. She doesn't dress with me, but is okay with me doing so. She insisted I move my girl clothes to our shared closet, which is nice, not having to dig out storage bins when I want to dress. Of course that means my side of the closet is fair game now and she raids it for things she likes. Sometimes she even just moves it right over to her side of the closet! That's fair though since I raided her things for so many years! Being able to shop more openly, I've been able to upgrade my wardrobe quite a bit too. She grumbles about the closet space I'm taking up though!

With the kids being older and either away at school or working I'm getting a little more time to dress. I continue to work on my look and makeup. Eye make up continues to be an elusive thing, lol. I have dropped a lot of weight since I first wrote my profile, but still have a ways to go. At this point I think I'm kind of a dad bod in mom's clothes! I can stay shaved more of the time now too since it doesn't raise questions like it used to, which is nice. I feel better that way, and it certainly looks better when I dress.

So, nothing earth shattering, but things are generally going well. I wish I had more time to dress than I do, and do wish my wife was a little more involved, but I can't complain. I'm in a way better place than I used to be, and I'm fortunate to have the support that I do.

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Dec 2018 News!

I'm transitioning! No, not like that silly, just name wise. I've used Melissa here for ages and it was a name I used online mainly just because I like the name, but it never really fit. As I've gotten a little more serious dressing in recent years, I started using Megan and it just seems to suit me better. Its an alter ego that's evolved with me so the name is just part of the progression.

Bigger news: I finally told my wife that I dressed. I was terrified to do so, and really didn't know how she'd react. I feared what it would do to our marriage, but I was miserable and couldn't hide it anymore. As it turns out, she is absolutely the strongest and most amazing woman I know! She's been immensely supportive, more so than I deserve, and more so than I could ever ask her to be. It's still a private thing for me, but at least now the most important person in my life knows, like she should have all along. I can't even express how grateful I am to her and to have her in my life. For the first time in years I feel at peace, not having the burden of hiding this part of my life from her.

50-something married CD into dresses, slips, formal gowns, women's business suits, longline bras, thigh highs and heels. Love dressing but its a fun/fetish thing, I have no desire to become a woman, live as one etc. I guess its a hobby :-)

Love talking with other CD's, T-gurls etc, totally not into guys at all.

Now, I'm not passable and I need to drop some pounds but I've decided to deal with who I am at the moment, not who I want to be. I'm a work in progress. I'm not one of the really hot girls on Flickr, but I'm working towards the cute girl next door goal, or maybe cougar next door at my age. At least in pictures! I'll keep working on it! I've gotten a lot better over the past couple of years I think, and do okay in front of the camera. If I take enough shots and pick the good ones anyway :-)

I've been dressing since I was about 12 years old, I think it was maybe 6th grade if I recall correctly. In those pre internet days I was all confused and figured that I must be the only one in the world doing that kind of thing, and it lead to a good deal of angst. When I hit college I read a bunch of books on crossdressing and transvestism, and that helped me realize I wasn't the only one, but they were still pretty clinical looks at the whole thing. It wasn't until the early 90's and the old AOL dial up days that I realized there really were a lot more guys out there dressing than I realized!

I did the usual roller coaster of dress, buy clothes, and purge over the years and have gone through a few good purges. This last one lasted a good 5 years. Not that I didn't dress at all during that time but I was mostly borrowing my wife's clothes and wasn't dressing fully. The itch came back strong though and I've rebuilt my own wardrobe, wigs, heels and everything else. Let's see how long this ride lasts!

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