I am a male to female transsexual. When I was a bit younger my goal was to have sexual reassignment surgery. Reality got in the way and I have accepted the fact that I don't have the resources to achieve my goal.
Melanie is the person that I tried to be. I am still her and she is still me but you would never know this from looking at me. I live my public life as a man. Everyone that knows me knows.
In a perfect world I would appear as I am here.