It would take years to describe me. Most people that stick around and deal with my bullshit do it because they either think; A. I have this cold, calculating, rather intelligent exterior, but once you get past that, I am so sweet and nice it's crazy. Or B, Stick around just to try and figure me out. The closest anyone has come has been trying for 3 years now. They haven't made it yet, nor are they relatively close. Actually, they gave up.

Aside from that, if you draw your conclusions about someone, you're typically sticking with those. The more the other person argues, the more it reinforces your belief. I don't argue with people if they think they're correct, even if they're not. People believe what they want to.

I am not nice, at all. I don't say that to be cute. I really don't wear some bullshit facade to save myself from "getting hurt again". In fact, if I were playing a game like that, you wouldn't know it, until I wanted you to. Whether that be a week from when we talk, or 5 years later. Depends on my mood.

I don't say this to be cocky, nor conceited. I believe very thoroughly in my own ability considering, well, they have not failed me yet, and they work out as to how I want them to. Cocky, is for idiots and frat boys.

I like metal, rock, 90's rock (alt.whatever it's considered), techno, classical masterpieces. I write in my spare time, I read a lot more books than most people hope to. I study herbs, and I make it a habit to people watch. I'm a horrible mental sado-masochist. I know that, and even so, can't (and won't) stop myself.

I won't allow myself to get close to anyone. If I make a friend, they fall in love with me. If I have a best friend, I dump them like it's going out of style. If I date someone, I still treat my friends better. As to that one, I have no idea why. I have guesses though.

My thinking process is done by process of elimination, caused by experimentation. More often than not, I am correct on all my assumptions. Most people think I'm a genius or the anti-christ, I definitely do not use my "crazy mind powers" for good. More for my own gain, or curiosity than anything.

And yes, I did write an essay.