Someone once told me to treat people the way I'd like to be treated. That same person also promised me they would always be there for me to take care of me. But they weren't, and as time drifted slowly by, I realized life is full of people that will tell you what you "wanna" hear, what to do, or how to act.

Your "friends" will end up deceiving you, or losing touch over time, as you grow and learn how unusually chaotic life truly can become. Your once amazingly awesome family members that bought you all those cool toys once upon a time will end up revealing their true colors after you notice and start to point out the obvious flaws of everyday life. Yet, one of the hardest things you'll be faced to overcome in life is falling in love, then getting your heart stabbed, ripped out, and shot dead on the ground at your feet.. then trampled over, and over, and over again. Until you either stop trying so hard to find "the one" and just wait for them to find you. Otherwise you'll end up dieing with a broken heart.

The same people that torture you throughout your everyday life may also promise you the world, and in that exact same moment destroy it. Unfortunately, that's just the way life can be, and the only thing that YOU as an individual can do is move forward with out looking back or taking it personal. There is no real reason why this bull-shit happens, it just does. Why is the never ending question that no one can or really wants to answer.

So don't get a scar every time something is promised to you, but not followed through, because in the end the ONLY one that can TRULY make a difference in YOUR own life is YOU.. I apologize to any one I've ever hurt in my life, or created a grudge tward.. cuz as hard as we may try in our lives to struggle for perfection, the result of our labors is an amazing variety of imperfectness.. We as human beings are so surprised at our own versatility in being able to fail in so many different ways, and with that having been said.. I guess I'm just not perfect either...

I'm from some shitty ass town in the middle of nowhere MA. I got kicked outta high school @ the age of about 17 years old because G-Town high sucks dick! I'm 4'11" tall and less than 100 lbs. I was born a natural brunette, but now a day it's always changin. I have hazel brown eyes. I have a mutt I like to call Bub, Bubba, or Bubbie, but the real name I gave him is Tripp. He's the best fuckin dog there is and I could give a fuck less what you think about that.. My best friend, boyfriend, rival, and (most important) the love of my life's name is Nicholas Hall. My additude is never consistant, due to the undeniable fact that I have a chemical imbalance in my brain (or as most people refur to it: manic depressive, or "bi-polar disorder"). I have an extremely short fuse, so if you light it step back and don't be suprised. I can be the biggest bitch if you fuck with me, but who can't when they get pushed? Other than that I try to just chill, relax, and have fun. Things I hate; the cold weather (cuz it's fuckin COLD), liers, cheaters, bull-shitters, and shitt talkin drama queens. Grow the fuck up and find a real life hobby or just buy a shot gun, load it with a slug, put the barrel in your mouth (with your toe on the trigger), keep your aim steady then do the world a favor: BLOW YOUR FUCKIN BRAIN OUT THE BACK OF YOU STUPID FUCKIN THICK ASS SKULL! <3Kk