I am a living advertisement for the old adage 'Growing old disgracefully'. Now at May 2021, within a day away from my 76th birthday and at the height of the Co-Vid lock down, life just gets better and better (apart from this bloomin' covid nonsense).
I am reminded of an incident when I was aged about 6 at primary school. I was selected to be the drummer in the school band. I was so bad that after our first stage performance, the headmistress said that "I was so good, she was promoting me to play the 'triangle'! " And at the end of the show, the boys were separated from the girls to be given their prizes... and I was put within the girls...!!! My hair was very long and my features were (and are still now) very feminine! It is strange how such memories stick in one's mind and how they come to fulfilment later on in life.
Ten years or so later, at my all boys boarding school I was cast in the main female role in Shakespeare's King Lear in the school play. In all my glory, I was Cordelia, the youngest of King Lear's three daughters, and his favourite.
Dressed in a gorgeous virginal long white organza dress, fully made up, I was every inch the lady; to the extent that I vividly recall my mother proudly declaring 'my beautiful daughter'.
Little did she know, if ever.... as I went to Sandhurst and joined the macho world of the licentious soldiery, serving 12 years in the British army, in UK, Bahrain, Berlin and of course many tours of duty in Northern Ireland. And when I left the army in 1978, I was then fully engrossed in starting a second career.
It was only in retirement that the 'ache' fully returned and Julie's nascent spirit was re-energised.
For the past decade, 'Julie' has increasingly impinged on my male persona, to the extent that she has become the twin sister I never had.
Do you identify with this?
It starts with looking at girls and wondering... then it progresses to trying on girly things and thinking ... then it's, how do I look better? how do I do my make up, hair, nails... then its time to shop for sexy pretty things.... and then it's why do women wear sexy lingerie, shoes, tight revealing clothes? why paint their pretty lips and accentuate their eyes? why does sparkly pretty jewellery look so nice? and you begin to realise they do it to attract men....
And then you search for images of others like you. comparing styles, looks and getting tips.... and then online you see others just like you having sex with men... and you wonder could I do that? is that why I love wearing stockings, heels and dressing like a sexy pretty girl? to attract men and have sex with them .... you start watching sissy porn and you become addicted to its telling you what you must do.
You start to post pictures online and men tell you how nice you look and what they want for you... you no longer see females as you did. They are there to learn from not to be attracted by.... then you realise that in many ways you are more female than them you are hyper femme... for you lingerie has to be super sexy, your clothing has only one purpose to make men want to have sex with you... to make them want you, to be inside you, to take pleasure from you, to fuck you.... you cannot help yourself now... you love the compliments the desire for you from men who want you to go further for them... and you start to chat to them, post videos, maybe even cam for them.
You become porn.... you learn to pleasure yourself only by being penetrated. And you are there. You are a sex object and it makes you happy.... now you will always do what men want, be what they want, and enjoy being an object that exists only for their pleasure... and you know you can never go back. Only forward. You will become a sexy little fuck toy for them.... You have become a girl that craves sex.
I didn't go to church today
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Julie is so inspiring...and of course, sexy as f*ck! 😍😘
What an absolutely stunning lady. I would so love to have you on my arm as my date. Nothing would make me happier.
I do hope that you are well. You are an inspiration. Hats off to you, darling!!
Julie you have lived the duality of some men but found a greater purpose with both It really sucks to get old and see the once masculine man and beautiful lady turn into something that we feel is unsure or useless as we once saw our selves but such is life we knew this was coming for us we knew our beauty and attractiv… Read more
Julie you have lived the duality of some men but found a greater purpose with both It really sucks to get old and see the once masculine man and beautiful lady turn into something that we feel is unsure or useless as we once saw our selves but such is life we knew this was coming for us we knew our beauty and attractiveness would fade but it still hurts to be looked at as less attractive but I have to say you are an incredible human to be able to embrace the duality of both sexes and do it maybe better than most . You are a survivor ,you have a perspective and you are not unless at all but a power that society needs to speak for all humans because you lived two lives that most would envy. I wish you well I still think you are beautiful
Read lessWonderful hot sexy Lady you absolutely truly look beautiful such a big turn on! ❤️💋
Such a gorgeous looking lady with a wonderful figure and lovely legs. x
Julie is the expression of the feminity, so pretty and classy with a beautiful smile. What else do we need ?😍
oooHHHH jULIE......yes !!!!!! wE ARE SOOOO alike !! AND i SOOOO love YOU....... you ARE SHOWING ME THE WAY..... TOO OUR happiness ...OHH WHAT A delicious lifestyle... i love yoU...... MORE THAN EVER... teddi
Such a beautiful woman and inspiration! I relate 100% to your words and am honored to have embraced my true self and live the life I was born to live! Ty for your compliments about my back story, it’s been a helluva journey so far lol onwards and upwards.💋💋💋
Julie is a very pretty lady and comes across with such a lovely personality lot's of love and kisses darling
From the first moment I set eyes on you I have been truly inspired. Your looks, your class, your style are to behold: your “About” profile speaks volumes and yes, I do identify with your text. Thank you Julie. xx
Enchanting x
Sweet Julie, I can definitely relate to your About Post.I am in your age bracket and many of the pictures I am posting are pictures of my past. You are truly an amazing person. Be strong, look at the past, and be happy at what you have accomplished. This is what keeps us going. xxxxx
Fantastic profile and a stunning array of photos. Elegant, sexy and very arousing
Hello My Dear Sister, I read your profile and the highlighted one and it sounds like so many of us but you took it one step further and evolved into such a gorgeous lady with a beautiful smile and a "to die for" body! I am so proud of you that for your undertaking your femme side because you knew exactly what you want… Read more
Hello My Dear Sister, I read your profile and the highlighted one and it sounds like so many of us but you took it one step further and evolved into such a gorgeous lady with a beautiful smile and a "to die for" body! I am so proud of you that for your undertaking your femme side because you knew exactly what you wanted and accomplished it! Smiles At 68 it's too late for me but I do encourage to to continue to be you - Hot, Sexy, Spine tingling, Ravenous Beauty! I can not believe that you are approaching 75!!! You appear as vibrant as though you were in your 50's my Dear! Good luck and May God Bless You Every Day for having the courage to be YOU! Love... Marcy
Read lessYou are quite exceptionally beautiful, Julie, with wonderful dress-sense, sparkling eyes and always a smile. Your photographs are superb, thank you for sharing. You are very, very special xxx
Hi You are a vision to behold. I find women like you the utmost in femininity. The beauty and allure that you resonate is mesmerizing. I am extremely attracted to women like you. Any gentleman that had the fortune of having you at his side would be the luckiest man alive. Have a marvelous day!!!💋
Thank you Julie for that wonderful profile that certainly in some respects apples to me. The photographs are just terrific and even give me something more to aspire to. I do not know of anyone in Berkshire that could look as good as you. ( I always thought that I looked good) but, I am just a shadow of the lovely lad… Read more
Thank you Julie for that wonderful profile that certainly in some respects apples to me. The photographs are just terrific and even give me something more to aspire to. I do not know of anyone in Berkshire that could look as good as you. ( I always thought that I looked good) but, I am just a shadow of the lovely lady that you have become. I will have to move to Surrey. i Is it something in the air After all these years I still look at women, their posture, their style of dress, their makeup, their hair style and what they wear. Just keep looking as you are. xx
Read lessFrom the beginning I knew Julie was a lady. She has accomplished something in life that hundreds of thousands dream of and thousands attempt but, you have to have what Julie has to make it work! Inside she has known for years who and what she truly is and regardless of what falls in her path she has maintained her stri… Read more
From the beginning I knew Julie was a lady. She has accomplished something in life that hundreds of thousands dream of and thousands attempt but, you have to have what Julie has to make it work! Inside she has known for years who and what she truly is and regardless of what falls in her path she has maintained her stride and moved forward! THOSE WHO FOLLOW HER SOON LOVE HER AND THOSE WHO LOVE HER WILL ALWAYS FOLLOW HER! I LOVE YOU JULIE!
Read lessI personally do not feel identified with this description. But I do feel like a woman from a very early age. I'm straight. And it is true that we do not see other women as men see them for a simple reason: because we are women and we feel identified with them, although not in body, but in mind, soul and way of dressing… Read more
I personally do not feel identified with this description. But I do feel like a woman from a very early age. I'm straight. And it is true that we do not see other women as men see them for a simple reason: because we are women and we feel identified with them, although not in body, but in mind, soul and way of dressing.
Read lessThank-You For All of The Love that You have shown to me here on flickr! I will Never Forget You nor Your Selflessness. Thank-You Julie! YOU ARE A RARE JEWEL INDEED!! All Of My Love, Lia 💋
Oh yes I can so Identify with that description of the transformation, it sent a little tingle through my naughty bits.
Julie has been on Flickr for a number of years, in all that time, she only appears younger and more beautiful every year. Thanks for the add beautiful girl.
I want to deeply thank you for the opportunity to catch a glimpse of your beauty and affectionate rebel attitude that appears in your photos, it is wonderful to observe the combination of beauty, pose, attitude at the level of a muse of inspiration.
Wow - sexy lady xx
Julie I felt like you were writing about me! Thank you for sharing your beautiful story. It helps me to realize that I am not alone.
Wonderful story put to words . Yes , that is the inner me . I just haven’t made it that far “yet”. The craving is so real . To be taken by a man or that trans lesbian relationship is deep seated and wants to be fulfilled. Be penetrated is the new way to gurlgasim. Oh to be pretty and walk out that door ! Love 💗 Ti… Read more
Wonderful story put to words . Yes , that is the inner me . I just haven’t made it that far “yet”. The craving is so real . To be taken by a man or that trans lesbian relationship is deep seated and wants to be fulfilled. Be penetrated is the new way to gurlgasim. Oh to be pretty and walk out that door ! Love 💗 Tina
Read lessI love all your beautiful sensual and sexy photos of yourself ,you really are stunning . Reading all about you and how your dressing developed in your later years sounds just like myself , I have reached the age of 60m and my feelings of wanting to dress in beautiful feminine clothes and look as sexy as possible whilst… Read more
I love all your beautiful sensual and sexy photos of yourself ,you really are stunning . Reading all about you and how your dressing developed in your later years sounds just like myself , I have reached the age of 60m and my feelings of wanting to dress in beautiful feminine clothes and look as sexy as possible whilst dreaming of sharing it all with another special girl like yourself just get stronger and stronger but alas I am married and my opportunities are rare but I can dream and it's you that figure so strongly in my dreams. Love to you Julie , loads of kisses and thank you. Love Chrissie xxxxx
Read lessJulie, I must first thank you for all your wonderful posts. I've admired your sensual and sexy beauty for a long time. TY for sharing it with the world and especially to gurls like me. Next, I do so identify with that which you've written about the transformation from femme admirer to an attraction to a fuck toy. … Read more
Julie, I must first thank you for all your wonderful posts. I've admired your sensual and sexy beauty for a long time. TY for sharing it with the world and especially to gurls like me. Next, I do so identify with that which you've written about the transformation from femme admirer to an attraction to a fuck toy. Mmm, reading your words has made me quite hot.
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