I'm 32, french, russian, polish, sometimes german, delicate and hairy, anxious and contemplative, kind and taunting, i like grey skys and the sun shining on a fat woman's face, Philip Glass and Marie Laforêt, my mother telling lies, my father stroking his moustache, silent movies and water, lights in the night, watching a couple quarrelling on the pavement while passing by in bus, and the smile of the checkout girls.