i hate sections like this when i'm forced to dig deep and actually write something about myself; someone might have well asked me the meaning of life. i don't like to hear myself talk so i don't speak unless i have something to say. i appreciate the simple things in life and don't really care about what's popular or trendy. one day i will have my degree though i still have no idea what i want to do with my life. i have so many passions but am fairly certain that no matter what i choose to do i'll never be satisfied because i'll be longing to do something else. i'm a soldier and given the option i'd spend my life in the desert fighting the enemy. though i may be the only one that appreciates my work, i'm an artist, a photographer, and a musician. art/music is a release for me, i don't care what others think. i used to have dreams of playing professional basketball, but i grew up and accepted the fact that i just wasn't that good. running is my anti-drug; without it i'd have snapped long ago. i love to laugh and find people funny that no one else does. i have commitment issues not only when it comes to relationships but in life decisions as well; i don't like the feeling of being trapped or being stuck in one place for too long. i'm a huge shy nerd though i try to pull off the hard ass rock star attitude. few people truly know me, but those that do are closer to me than even my own family. i'm firm in my beliefs and i'd lay down my life for my country and my friends.