Year: 2009 ...

I'm always cold, that's why I live in a desert but it's still not helping. I wish I could say I am a perfectionist, it's what I want to be but I'm much too lazy. Still, it's a nice idea. I love taking pictures, it makes me smile. I love my daughters, they make me laugh. Someday I want to be rich and live in a big mansion with a swimming pool and a butler who brings me whatever I ask for. I'll wear a pink tutu and stay up late every night.

I love my computer, I love my video games, I 'm a decent cook but I don't want to wash the dishes afterwards. I love my house to be clean, I can't even breathe when there are messes. According to my sister I'm "the normal one" in the family. That makes me giggle. I don't have any tattoos but I'd like one. I just don't know what to get or where to put it.

I go to bed early but I'm always tired. My kids are cuter than yours. No matter what. I don't like gardening, I could never make a scrapbook. I hardly ever wear make up and I'm a jeans and t-shirt kind of person but I'm secretly extremely girly. I love comedy. I still get scared of the dark. Someday I want 1 more kid. I need a vacation. Hawaii sounds good.

That's all.

Year 2018:

Widowed.... I deal with a constant battle of how to move on... but always seeking that silver lining.

I'm always cold, that's why I live in a desert but it's still not helping. I wish I could say I am a perfectionist, it's what I want to be but I'm much too lazy. Still, it's a nice idea. I love taking pictures, it makes me smile. I love my (kids) , they make me laugh. Someday I want to be rich and live in a big mansion with a swimming pool and a butler who brings me whatever I ask for. I'll wear a pink tutu and stay up late every night.

I love my computer, I love my video games, I 'm a decent cook but I don't want to wash the dishes afterwards. I love my house to be clean, I can't even breathe when there are messes. I have 3 tattoos now and I'm working on more. I like to put them where I can see them because they are for ME... right?

My kids are cuter than yours. No matter what. They aren't babies any more but with all their imperfections they have achieved new levels of beauty. I don't like gardening, I could never make a scrapbook. I started caring about make up recently and it makes me SUPER HAPPY... mostly I'm a jeans and t-shirt kind of person but I'm secretly extremely girly. I love comedy. I still get scared of the dark.

That's all.