Hi I'm Gemma, thank you for popping in, if you fancy a chat please drop me a message.

So time for another update 11/10/2022

Soon to be separated, I can't blame her for wanting out, she's had a lot to put up with.

As I've lost the reason I was staying partly closeted, I've now come out to my whole family and friends. I'm totally overwhelmed with the love and acceptance from them all......

Time for a long over due profile update. 2021

Out with the old in with the now (yes I did mean the now ) because we do change.

So... Boring stuff first 6'1" blue eyes 74kg, hair - tend to go for darker shades. Oh and I am quite shy until I get to know you

I'm not going to bore you with I've been here and there and I'm going to be going to be at, as I've evolved from that girl

It used to be a big thing to be going out but as I've evolved it just feels normal.

I am married to a wonderful lady, and we have been together for nearly 30 years, but not properly together for the last 15, we are best friends...

She knows about this side of my life and has for the last few years but is not interested in meeting Gemma.

She's happy for me to go out but she does worry about me getting picked on by bigoted and nasty people.

She doesn't need to worry because most people are excepting and apart from some young lads sniggering,

as they walked by (some years ago) I have not experienced any problems being out in the world.

Where did Gemma evolve from......

First emergence I can remember is from age 5 (approx), I remember laying in the bath and tucking all my bits away and wishing so hard that they would just disappear

Then the usual storey of sneaking around and wearing mums things.

Then we move on to my early 20's & 30's, and if I'm honest I was a horrible person. I think this was about trying to prove to myself I wasn't who I am.....

Then came the internet...... WOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE..... What a revelation!

Did the usual thing for the next few years purge spend a load more money purge again (4 or 5 time at least)

Then I found TvChix and through this site I have meet some amazing people who have helped me to become the person I am now, these people are now my closest friends.

I can't say I'm totally happy with whom I am, because I'm still like that 5 year old that wishes those horrible dangly bits would disappear. I so wish I was a real girl.

But I know it will never be.

So I make the best of the life I have, I cant be full time (I have to think of others) and I wouldn't go down the route of gender reassignment, as I still wouldn't be the real girl I so want to be.

So Gemma now....

I class myself as transgender even though I'm not full time, I am in my heart and in my mind a girl even if my horrible body is wrong.

I love to get out in the world and enjoy the wonderful company of my friends, eat out go to the movies, theatre, or just go to the pub.

But as Gemma evolves (and I am still evolving) I want what real girls want and this scares me if I'm honest, (yes I'm a 56 year old virgin).

I don't know if I could go all the way, and I would hate to get someone's hopes up and then disappoint them.

So that's me... I value honesty so I have been.

My pictures are taken by myself or friends, apart from my profile picture which was taken at the Trans radio ball by a photographer and a couple by the Pink Punters photographer.

tvchix.com/profiles/gemmaloves

Again thank you for popping in and feel free to message me either here or at TvChix

Stay Safe

Love Gemma