A nice little paradox...

I'm only happy when I wear black clothes.

I hate bright lights and hot days but I love it when the sun shines and the sky is blue.

Autumn and winter make me feel alive because I love the smell of decaying leaves.

Spring and summer can depress me but I love to see things grow.

I love filling out forms (even if it's taxes), making tests and looking for information on really weird and specific subjects like for example the legal rules involving burials.