This is just an experience. I'm here on earth to have experiences. Nothing is wrong. My higher Self knows what is going on. This situation is for my benefit, even if I can't see it now. My fears may come true, but the outcome will not destroy me. It may even be good. I'll wait and see. I'm having a strong reaction now, but it isn't the real me. It will pass. Whatever I am afraid of losing is meant to go. I will be better off when new energies come in. Whatever fear says, nothing can destroy me. When people fall they don't break, they bounce. Change is inevitable. Resisting change doesn't work. There is something here for me, if I have the awareness to find it. The things I fear the most have already happened. I don't want to hold on anymore. My purpose is to let go and welcome what is to come. Life is on my side.

Let's just say I'm trying to take a hobby and turn into a passion and or rent money.

I've been shooting for three years ish and would sincerely like constructive feed back, tips, well played smartasstic cynicism and everything in between.

I'm here to learn and share.