argh! it's 3am again... i'm practically experiencing a non-alcoholic hang-over. missing those mike's hard lemonade and vodka ice or my ever reliable SMB pale at least i really get dizzy for a cause. fully packed with contiguity, repetition, apperceptions and random driftings. i need the sun, sand, some music and lots of friends. currently drowning myself with buy one take one ventis and carb loaded meals while freaking out about my weight. my hair is getting shorter by the minute.. poor hair.

aaaah i need.. the world to stop for a moment so i could just breathe... or just a hand to hold would be ok.

BALOT, you are freakingly right.. "all you want at the end of the day is for someone to tell you that everything is going to be ok. is that too much to ask?" yes, dude... it is.

in short.. it has been months of weirdness.. no make it a lifetime.

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