Yes so I am here to whine again.

For some this may appear me taking a ride down self-pity, but seriously, I am tired of self-pity and the pity and sympathy and the empathy, whatever there is that people justify their niceness towards me as.

 

I am human you know.

a simple-minded human, who just does not care how ‘anyone else feels anymore, I am tired of being there’

 

I’m tired of being sad.

 

I’m tired of crying.

 

I’m tired of feeling empty inside.

 

I’m tired of feeling worthless.

 

I’m tired of feeling stuck.

 

I’m tired of feeling crazy.

 

I’m tired of being alone.

 

I’m tired of yelling.

 

I’m tired of pretending.

 

I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will probably never have.

 

I’m tired of missing things.

 

I’m tired of missing people.

 

I’m tired of remembering.

 

I’m tired of wishing I could start all over.

 

I’m tired of not being able to just let go.

 

I’m tired of faking it.

 

I’m tired of being different.

 

I’m tired of being angry.

 

I’m tired of needing someone as a friend.

 

I’m tired of always wondering when I will finally let myself be happy.

 

Most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.