Memoirs of a broken heart. This heart that is full of songs and stories that are of color grey.
When you love someone, you protect them from the pain, you don't become the cause of it. That's why a goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who meant the world to you, especially when goodbye isn't what you wanted.
It's an ambiguous grief, one of the saddest feelings knowing that Yoü will end up with someone else and never truly cared about Üs.