Transgender Trucker.

 

I luv everyone, so don't be shy. I will be shy enough for both of us. I go coast to coast, all 48 usa. I do prefer the south, west, and mid west. So I don't go in the northeast or pacific northwest unless I have a reason. Mainly because there is less money to be had in those areas.

 

If you want to meet up, I would love to do that. Just a couple things though. First, Sex, This is not all about sex for me. I enjoy being dressed fem as much and as often as I can. Second, Please don't get scared and back out. It takes a lot to get something going in your area and I don't bite. Third, You can not expect me to be a genetic woman, for I am not. If you can accept these things, I would luv to have you as a real life friend.

 

As for pictures, All of mine will be restricted. I do not want to make the flickr gods mad at me. I do not show myself nude in anyway at anytime in my pictures. That go's for public and private pictures. Sexy Lingerie is as far as I go, now where did I put that lace teddy. :)

 

I really wonder why it is alright for a man to harm another man. Such as things like a fight in a parking lot all the way to all out war. That being accepted as boys being boys or just the way things are. Let a man show love to another man or pleasure another man however and they are shamed and sometimes killed for the act. There is no hell accept the one we create for ourselfs.

 

Hugs and Kisses.

Lori

 

6-6-13 A couple new photo's added. Not sure how much longer I will be on flicker. Seems things have been slowing down for awhile now. As for me, I am thinking of going full time. I started therapy, mainly because ya gotta get all your ducks in a row before any one will do the M2F work on you.

 

However, the investment in myself is not going to hurt either way. I will be doing this on my own, So I feel like I am on an island sometimes. I don't know any one thats been through any of this personaly. As for the money supply to transition that will also take some time.

 

Otherwise, If ya all wanna drop me a line or two. Feel free, I reply to everyone. Even people like you. :)

 

Hugs and Kisses

Lori

 

9-15-13 Added a few photos for my friends.If your not a friend you can't see them sorry.

 

Started Electolysis, It will take a long time. Next will be hormones and that will be october. Otherwise all is well.

 

10-07-13

Started Testosterone blockers, and had bloodwork done. Will be starting the hormones in a couple weeks. Kinda kicking things in high gear, but I am not getting any younger.

 

Electolysis is very painful, the chin is not bad, but the closer to the lip the more it hurts. I have a wonderful woman doing it, but think she likes what she is doing a little to much. She is 82 years old and spry as an 18 year old. I am lucky to have found her.

 

My voice is my main focus, really need to feminize my voice. I think it is the main thing holding me back. It will be the biggest issue as I move forward.

 

11-05-13

 

Well its been a few days, but my doctor put me on Estradiol 4mg a day. So I have finaly reached the place I spent so much time dreaming of. The first major step into womanhood with hormone therapy. I hope I can have everything completed in three years. However, if it takes longer, so be it.

 

My blood work came back with something strange. The test was done before I took my first pill of any kind. The resusts showed I had twice the normal Estrogen level then men normaly have. Though it still needs to be more then double the natural level. I think that explains much about why I am the way I am.

 

I hope to start breast development soon after christmas. Shooting for C cups. Sadly from what I have read most likely B cups will be the best I will get. Fingers crossed.

 

1-6-14

 

I guess I am using flicker as a blog. I do wanna keep the few people that message me updated. I know there are others that are considering going through transition. Not sure if this helps, but I will be more then happy to share what I can.

 

Went to my hormone doctor last week. He said I am really responding well. I already started breast development and all signs show I am responding to the hormones.

 

I have a handful on both sides now and they ache all the time. I still wear my silicone girls. However, I am now sure how much longer I will be able to wear them. I do have a few nicely padded bras that will help keep me at a good size til I am 100%.

 

I also am, as you may expect. Dressing and Living as a woman full time. I love it, and wish I had done this years ago. Fear really keeps you down. As you overcome fear you can really find yourself. It is liberating for me.

 

Electolysis continues as planned. It is slow and painful. I think I could best explain it as cutting down an entire forest with a single hand axe. You can do it, but not in a short time.

 

As for the workings down below while on hormones. Its not like it was. I find it works, but it takes longer to get it going. And fluid production is way down. Sensation has incressed though, as with my breast.

 

Last but not least, I want to talk about coming out as it may be called. I am lucky I think. All my friends are still my friends and think its great and support me. The company I lease my truck to has no issues and even helped my get womens uniforms. I go to all 48 continuous states, and to this point I have not had a hostile response to this point.

 

I do pass for the most part. My voice kills me, but its a work in progress. I am only 5' 7'' tall and being on the short side helps. I wear make up everyday. I use the Ladies rooms and dressing rooms wherever I go with no issues.

 

If you think you need to do this for yourself. You may find as I did that many more people are there for you then you think. However, you need to prepare for those that may not be. You may lose a few people on the way, but you may gain far more. You will truly find the people that love you and are there for you no matter what.

 

Be wise and be brave.

 

3-23-14

 

Sorry I am not on as much as I would like. I will try to answer messages quicker. Just been a little under the weather the last week or so.

 

Will also try and post some more pics. I know I have come a long way since my first pictures. I lost 50 pounds (Small child) without giving birth. My breast and butt are filling out. I don't wear any fake boobs anymore. I don't need them. So if you want to buy my D cups or Double D cups let me know. They served me well and are like new.

 

I will be changing my legal name and gender in the next few months. I gotta get it done soon, it's hard to show ID to people dressed. I have not had any issues, but still would like to avoid any bad people.

 

I also don't walk alone after dark anymore. It's not safe, and yes I have been harassed a couple times walking through parking lots. I even had one guy walk me to my truck when he saw what was going on. I never did stuff like that to women. It really gives you a whole new perspective on life.

 

To sum it up. Men are Pigs.

 

6-25-14

 

Time sure moves fast. I changed my name all legal like. So my birth name is no longer mine. The next thing to do is the big operation. Next year is my Goal. It will be costly.

 

I Have a couple friends willing to help a little, but I am not sure about that. Otherwise, it will be save, save, save for a while.

 

Needless to say, I am so much happier now. I lost a few people due to my transition. I miss them, but they made the decision not me.

 

Also found some new friends on www.transgenderchatcity.com

 

Thats where I hang out a lot now while on the road. I stay in the TS/TV/TG room as Lori trucker. If ya wanna chat stop by and say hello. I am there most days.

 

1-11-15

Well its been awhile since I posted anything here. Been on a few other sites, but I come back every now and then. Things changed a lot for me. My transition is going well hair removal cost a lot, hormones are at perfect levels, and I will get my operation sometime this year I hope.

 

When it comes to friends that knew me before I started transition, well they are all gone. Some of my newer friends are good people. Just hard to spend time with them doing what I do. My family has nearly all turned their back on me and they don't want me around.

 

That's ok though its their loss and where I am going they would never be strong enough brave the journey.

 

So I will post a couple pics and check back in from time to time.

 

04-05-15 Happy Easter to everyone. I am still trying to get where I am going. Working and taking care of myself best I can. Posted a few new pics. Hope you like them.

 

05-23-16

 

Still alive and just added a few pictures. I am nearing my surgery and hope to have it in the next couple months.