married cd who loves to dress when i can but firmly in the closet.

gio stockings my fav

Sarah xx

Jan 2025 and it is time that I gave a more detailed bio of myself,

Born 1959 I always found myself attracted to the lingerie pages in my mothers Kay's catalogue, oh how beautiful these women appeared to me.

For some reason by the time I was 8 I found myself touching a pair of my mothers tights that were on the clothes drying rack, they felt absolutely wonderful to me and I removed them and took them to the toilet, undressed and pulled them up my legs.Given my age they were way too big for me and most likely helped me to get them on as I had no idea how to do it but from that day forward I was hooked. I replaced them and mum was none the wiser. A few years later when I was a little taller it became apparent that the tights would look different after I had put them on so that put a stop to my borrowing my mum's from the dryer for a bit.

Into my teens the experience changed a little as I found what orgasms were, I had found her wash basket and was popping home at lunchtime from school to put on bras and girdles as well but the emissions were a hazard so I bought my own pack of ecru tights from a local store and put them in my safe space under the mattress, who knew that mothers turn your mattress? So she must have seen them but never mentioned anything to me, perhaps she thought it was a souvenir.

At this point I knew that I was a crossdresser but I thought that I was the only one.

I got married at 19 to the love of my life and got by with the contents of the underwear in the wash basket, I bought my wife a suspender belt and stockings for some fun and afterwards when she removed them in the bed I would make sure to kick them to the bottom of the bed so I could try them on when having a lie in. I once came into the living room in the morning wearing a pair of her tights and dancing around and was told in no uncertain terms to stop being daft. If the response had been different perhaps I would have told her.

Nothing much changed until I moved to a new job in a big city in the mid 90's and discovered the TV repartee magazine and it blew my mind, I was not alone for the first time in my life. At the same time I was asked to travel away from home to attend conferences both in the UK and abroad, for the first time I could assemble a full outfit and wear it in the privacy of my own hotel room. With nowhere to store clothing at home I had to purge when I came back.

By the late 90's I had access to the internet and again this was a transformational moment seeing images of other crossdressers, at that time I was on dial up so could not access videos but then I upgraded to ADSL, oh boy I now knew who I was.

My Wife by this time was a similar size to me and I had installed a built in wardrobe with a false bottom so I finally could have a consistent but small stash of clothing and if my wife asked me to take clothing to the charity shop I would have first pick to rotate into by collection.

In 2010 I discovered stockingsHQ and flickr and started to take my first tentative steps into posting pictures ( headless ) and I also discovered the joy that is Gio stockings. The support that The various groups that I am a member of has been wonderful and has certainly told be that I am in no way odd, just different to some others, I have not yet mastered the art of make up and worry that I would leave traces behind.

I would still class myself as a crossdresser as I have no desire to be a woman full time, it would be great to do it more often and for my wife to accept it but My marriage is too important to me to risk broaching the topic now. One day I would love the opportunity to share my dressing with someone else but who knows, we can all dream.

Sarah xx