Please read to the end . www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/dl/invite/9IGnht4 View my Amazon wish list ! I'll put it on and wear it for you :-) If I can I'll even visit you wearing what you got for this gurl ;-) This is my E-Mail to . Send me something dirty ;-) synthya4u269@yahoo.com :-) xxxxxxx

GOD !! I need a sugar daddy and a great fuck!!!

9/3/21

I am so sick and horny. I am sick of all the anger. I am sick of lockdowns. I am sick and tired of all this nonsense. I NEED to be her again ! I need to be the gurl I am and want to be. I dream of the day II can once again put on a wig, lots of dark makeup , really tight fitting lingerie , garters and stockings and a dress that is so sexual men cream in their pant when they see me walk in . I pray for the day I can get all dolled up and meet my sugar daddy for a late night dinner , slow grinding dancing and a fuck that will make me sissygasm. I need to be her . I need sex with someone. I need a gurlfriend to help me through this sad sick and twisted time .

7/21/21

Right now I am so horny. I can't masturbate any more it's just not as much fun. I need a sugar daddy, Mistress or anyone willing to get me what I need for one night of pure raw hot girly lust. I want to be treated like the girl I am but also the slut I need to be.

4/2020 What a time now. Social distancing and all . It' really put a cramp on my dressing . AND MOVING TO A DIFFERENT STATE ! WOW Since I started this i am becoming more and more of the not so nice girl I wanted to be. I have become a cock loving slut who craves big black cock and almost any dick I can find. Right now . can't go out and can't dress so I am going nuts! I'd love to find a sugar daddy to dress me up , take me out and fuck me in every place we go . God I need to be treated like a woman so bad. I am going crazy !

I am looking for Gurl , Girl or men who are interest in friendship and maybe more ;-)

Today was the very first time completely dressed as a gurl !!!!!!!! Amazing feeling ! Still need lots of work on make up and hair .

I have always known that I am a combination of two people in one skin . I am SYN ! the slutty sexual wild girl who loves men, women and anything in between. I am also that other person who takes care of the bills and family .

I have been dressing for so many years that I can't remember when it actually started . From wearing my grandmothers bras in her bedroom and my aunts foundations and tighter dresses to hiding some of my mothers better cocktail things for myself . It has always been a struggle. I purged , denied and suppressed the desire to appear female. Then she comes back stronger.

As of late I just said screw it. I want to feel good . I want to look pretty and sexy . I want to be that other person who is a social butterfly and looks sexy and attractive . Today I ventured out for the very first time in my entire life. I went out into the back yard ! The sun felt soooo good . I still can't pass at all and I am so closeted and afraid . I hope one day soon I will come out of my cocoon and blossom into Syn !

I did post a few pictures that I think came out ok but not of my face yet . I really need to hone my skill level to look like a woman .. I am actually ashamed to show anyone what I really look . Soon after a make over I will put up a good pic of me :-)

round two:

New wig and dress ! Again it was Syn time and I LOVED it as always. It's so erotic , satisfying , sensual and so much more. I just feel better when dressed in a bra , pantie hose, nice round breast forms , wig and a nice tight dress. It feels so good against my legs . It feels so nice just to be the girl inside. One day I hope to add really smoky eyes , red lips nails and cheeks . Then I think it will be time I go out and just be. Take a walk not caring who thinks I'm female or male. Just a person who is enjoying the fresh air and being herself.

Love to all ! xxxxxx

Last entry for a while . YAY !!! Again today I felt the sun on my face and body as the girl I am . Hair , make up . lingerie and a really tight dress . It's magical the feeling you get when completely dressed and I LOVE it so !!! I can't wait for my make over and then I can post here !! LOVE you all and want to meet up with someone soon :-) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

update 9/27/18

I am so happy when I have on a dress and heels !!! Need to loose a lot more weight ( again ) and learn the finer things of make up . I'm working on it and trying new things . Love to all ! xxxxxxx

Today I can't stop !!! I need this ! I want to be the slut at the glory hole just being a gurl. I don't know what's happening but it's getting bad and I need a gurl friend or a man to use me

12/3/18

Why do I love this so much ?? Why do I want to be the girl that's not a nice girl ? For some reason again she is pushing me to do things I'm not even comfortable with . Just posting really isn't me but when I dress I turn into this slut who want to please , suck and so much more. the feeling of being in a bra with long hair and high heels and a tight dress give me such pleasure . I can not contain her any more . I am becoming her more and more and I am loving it.