October 2013

I have to say thank you to all of those Flickr friends who have remained supportive and encouraging during this fallow period in my existence! My wife remains opposed to any dressing on my part - and because she is aware of my tendencies, tends to be more vigilant about both my mood and any hint that I may fall 'prey' to my desire to be feminine at times.

I'm not too down - I have come to accept this part of me as important with regard to the type of man that I am as well as the girl I do like to be! And on the whole, I like to think that that has made me a fairly decent human being! Others will judge that, but for the present, I sleep well in my skin. I just wish that I could wear silk, satin and lace a little more often!

April 2013 - It has been so reassuring and no less a thrill to see that Paula is not alone in this world, and that there are many warm, friendly and beautiful people out there who share her love for all things feminine.

It hasn't been an easy ride this year, with my wife being less than supportive, but I remain optimistic. Though I can't dress too often, knowing that there is a rich, thriving community out there really helps and inspires me in my search for balance.

Please, I am on flickr just to make friends, and so that Paula is not too lonely. I have no interest in anything sordid, so please do not add me as a contact if you have alterior motives! I will block you!

September 2011

I'm a long hidden CD, just beginning to explore my feminine side again after over 20 years of hiding away.

After struggling with this aspect of my personality alone for so long, it has been a massive release to be able to finally share Paula's existence with my wonderful wife. We now have an 'understanding', and though I doubt whether she will ever become Paula's best friend, she does understand the need for her to become 'real' every so often. For this, I am eternally grateful to her.

As it is early days in this renewed voyage, my wardrobe is somewhat limited, so there won't be too many photos at the moment - hopefully, as time goes by, this will change.