the age of 3 on the day i met them The Sowells Ben(Father), Elisabeth(sister), and Shirley(mother) , i asked the mother Shirley sowell if i could go back to my small house and big mom now.....(they laughed)...the mother sowell only needed me to only be a Post-partum clutch, hug, doll (i Susan Marie Sowell was Forced to sit on Sowell's woman Lap for 9 Months...at 3 were any of you ready to be a healer? I was NOT!.........(i asked to get up and play, walk, run around she said NO she said she lost 5 children of Ben Franklin Sowells Children to miscarriage& had to pass many years of no from the Adoption agency lots of money and time later. She needed healing her heart was broken),her only Womb daughter Born Breach one leg coming out First Elisabeth Marie Sowell Kasper was never kind to her,(or me for that matter)would make fun of her and be angry with her words towards her mother...for a time i almost started to feel safe being clutch hugged from her only hearing the sister and father i did not know mulling about (I WAS NEVER ALOUD UP from Her lap(Shirley Blitch Sowell's )Brest Clutched me . she held me in for 9 Months after she adopted me (i kept asking she kept, saying .....her woes for the missing children.......in time she started to realize i was not any of the dead children she had to free her soul of..and the stories drifted to.........) after so long (she wanted us to bond like she had me? )within time Shirley Blitch Sowell, of State Farm Tallahassee found Happiness again in the insurance code happy to appease her husband that was angry about my behavior and finding many loopholes to Throw susan away, LEFT AT DAY CARE, left me any way she/Sowell's could (KinderCare-day care charged her extra those day to teach her, i was older than what they aloud at Kinder care so i helped with the kids they had there but the Teachers were mad with the Sowell lady leaving me so late they had to stay later ,truth Shirley sowell was absent minded and rotten with fear and panic was, afraid of everything and would lash out on Anyone!!!