06/08/12 For those people looking for an age I am now 42.

I am looking for opportunities to photograph girls (18 plus) in the UK. As a teenager I desperately wanted to be a pornographer. Photography seamed like the most glamours job in all the world and I imagined a life of fast cars and gorgeous girls. After spending a year in a grim northern collage that knocked all the enthusiasm for photography out of me I went on to live a more mundane life. Over the years my mind has drifted back to the idea of photographing girls. I keep putting it off till I can afford a better camera or any one of a million other excuses. I have looked at models websites thinking one day I would be able to collect together some impressive looking camera gear so that I might look respectable if I was to arrange a photo shoot. Joining Flickr encouraged me to find opportunities to photograph girls. I had some fun taking photographs at vintage events and tried my hand at candid photos when the opportunity arose. This weekend I went to a car show with a more adult edge purely for the opportunity to photograph girls. They had a XXX show in a poorly lit tent where I along with a couple of hundred others tried to get a glimpse of the stage and a line of sight for my camera. The highlight of the day was the bikini boxing and wrestling. I managed to get a place on the fence beside the ring. That was a wonderful half hour of photographing gorgeous girls. It seams so personal trying to frame a shot watch for when their faces show as well as their wondrous figures. It was the closest I have got to my long held dream and I realised that this is important to me and not just some whim I should try to repress. So here I am looking for opportunities to learn and take photographs. If you would like to be photographed or can recommend photo friendly events please get in touch.

This summer I turned forty yet I am still consumed by the same erotic fantasises I had as a child. Rope is such wonderful stuff and so much better when used to tie a girl to a tree. The internet is great but I miss the thrill of the chase as a teenager searching dingy shops in the derelict parts of cities hoping to find fetish magazines.

I love glamour and vintage but if you look at my favourites you will see the kind of images which consume me.