i have done a lot of living, and survived it all. I have pretty much lost my fucking mind so dont bother. I'm Bailey and I'm all about beautiful intellectually stimulating words. i Like Tea. I write a lot. It used to just be a hobby but now it seems almost like a necessity.im nice. I am mixed up, I'm all over the place, And hurt myself too much. I have mastered the art of staying up all night, writing useless blogs, and drinking tea...there are times when i feel the need to be alone and listen to the stories of other people without joining in the conversation.unfortunately, this is a side of me that people do not realize i need and crave...after all of these years i've finally realized what actually matters to me. i've finally realized that the people that i care about are those that care about me. i've realized that happiness can't be bought; it is something that you must work for. i've realized that everything happens for a reason. i've realized that it's time to live life. it's time to love. it's time to enjoy. it's time to learn and spread knowledge. it's time to be who i've always wanted to be. i'm tired of all of the same things every day. i'm tired of seeing the same people every day. i'm tired of not trying new things. i'm tired of not getting anywhere in life, and not achieving great things.

it's time to change. it's time to live. It takes me a while to warm up to people. Chances are, i will never be completely comfortable around someone. i like doing things that keep me busy. I do think that beauty is the beast. We are dirt. We are alone.Society is breeding the trash that is polluting the world. The world is coming to an end and there is nothing we can do about it, other then count the hours. Aint it fun when you know you havent got long to live? What have you got to offer the world? We do not owe you anything. And as you kill what you believe is the infections, the world will continue to allow different severity of the holocaust to occur. There is nothing civil about a war. Nothing is for free. Tomorrow is not a lifetime guarantee. Instant karma is gonna get you. I'm maturing,growing, expierencing new things,and I'm loving it completely. I'm realizing,what I want and what I dont need, and what I shouldn't settle for. I actually like who I'm becoming. Im looking for baggage that goes with mine.

im never going to totally figure myself out. and you know what, i dont think i want to.

Im okay. I smile. I'm alive.

But all in all, im just like everyone else. just like you.

Are you living. Or existing? If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?