JABANA jabana jabana...what can i say about you? you know to be honest - i dont think we're ever gonna get the year book published (and even if it was ..i might reconsider going allll that way to school to pick it up. depends on how many funny photos they kept in. photos can't hide the truth like words can - you dont h… Read more

JABANA jabana jabana...what can i say about you? you know to be honest - i dont think we're ever gonna get the year book published (and even if it was ..i might reconsider going allll that way to school to pick it up. depends on how many funny photos they kept in. photos can't hide the truth like words can - you dont have to "read between the lines") so i might as well say what i really think about you here! There are so many things that come to mind when i think "Amna".... Jabana, Gayboy, Piddles, Fleaface, PIMP and last but not least, camel F*cker… To be honest i dont know what i wouldve done without your support and encouragement for the exams and everything else..I will never forget your 100 phone calls everyday of study leave... "Oh noooOO...Its Amna calling.... AGAIN." I somehow wish we couldve become "School friends" earlier...and not wasted like 5 years!! (although i think we already made up for 7..walla. you convinced me of that last night - even if i looked upset..it was only temporary. and like you said, time doesnt matter right?..its how long it FEELS like you've known the person for). I look forward to driving around Mirdif in your Cadillac ok...or your broken down mercedez- or you can sit in my car with the engine off and pretend..or hold the wheel like a little kid??! i know u got excitied ok - admit it! I hope you've enjoyed driving around in my ras al khaimah honda civic (im still embarrassed i even drove that). Atleast now i've upgraded! ( i dont know if its up to ur standard, but atleast its upgraded):P (i deleted sumthin here..not cos u nagged me, but cos we made a promise to each other that is never gonna be broken.) oh..and last but not least - Thanx for deleting every bit of english grammer from my memory..i really appreciate it. There are soo many examples i dont even wanna start. "highlights" ..or headlights? i dunno.... i think thats as much as im gonna write at the moment, Love, B a.k.a. Bexsy Baby a.k.a Becca a.k.a.Bedwiya a.k.a auntie becca! ...and last but not least... a.k.a. Sister-in-law hey..you know when i first wrote this - walla i thought i knew you so well - but since that i feel like two years has passed and the more im round ur house the more i know you! aaa i thought i knew everything..but i guess not. atleast i feel part of the family now. i think i finally reached my goal - they all love me! (more) (not that i ever normally compare) hey..i know this is such a long testimonial..but what are "True" friends for!???? about now - 95% ...i could say 98% but im not feeling generous. i will update soon! hey..as soon as i answer "that" question..it'll be 99.99%. p.s. im gonna finish writing soon. p.p.s like after the next sentence p.p.s. i'll update this like i update the bruises on ur arm. p.p.p.s will you everr hit me back?!?! p.p.p.p.s hey you said in ur testimonial i was the best bio partner anyone could ask for. well fuck you. what about friend? p.p.p.p.p.s oh and im never gonna forgive you. 56 vs 10. my heart is crushed. the light is fading. no wait... i see a light.. im moving into it. i feel so alone. i have no true friend. im so alone..so so alone. everythings black. everythings so cold. im dead. i died alone becos of you. hope you feel guilty the rest of ur life. p.p.p.p.p.p.s by the way, no matter what happens in the future, everythins gonna be alright everythins gonna be ok everythins gonna be alright together we can take this one day at a time dont stress urself away im here to stop you being gay (HOMOSEXUAL) Coz everythins gonna be alright... So Shut the fuck up, stop whining, and SMILE (WALLA you have to smile NOW) ok. so after last night, a few things have changed. 99% for one. and i meant what i said about my choice. i would make the same one again and again and again if i had to. i promise. i could never choose ANYONE over you. i would have to be killed before i could lose this friendship. and if i did lose it, it would kill me - and so, either way, i would die. so u better keep ur promise ok! amna? im serious. i know its easy to say now - but after a few months of us not seeing each other...things could easily change. and if they ever do -if we ever have a fight - (which we wont, so i just wasted my breath) but IF we do..i want you to read this..and all the stupid emails we've written each other on flickr ok? and i always want u to tell me what ur REALLY thinking. i want u to promise to always THINK OUT LOUD when we're in uni ok? ALWAYS..no matter what. Well..i think i can now officially say 99% declares u my T.B.F...until i die of old age, or get hit by a car before then. Bye Jabana. And thankyou.