~*~*~*~~How interesting!~~*~*~*~

I'm a bit at odds. I like dogs, but I wonder sometimes if I am part cat... I have insights into male responses, except when I need it most. I can't draw straight from a picture, but I need one to be inspired and copy aspects of it imperfectly. I'm a control freak in the aspect that I would prefer someone else was in control-which is why I love roller coasters and hate cooking. I like surprises but I hate how sneaky everyone acts around me as a result of trying to keep the surprise a secret. No one notices me when I try to be loud, but everyone notices when I'm trying to be quiet-go figure! I love adventure and travel, but can't remember home when I do go away. I see my mother and father everyday, but I can't describe what they look like. I like to get things done early, but I procrastinate because I am afraid of going about it wrong-as a result, getting them done later than I mean to. I can't do complicated tasks until I can picture them in my head, but by the time I "see" them, I forget the first step. I swear that some days, I have the memory of a goldfish! I also have the bad habit of changing topics without any sort of social cue or conversation turn signal.

But those are my good habits....

I am terribly stubborn and expect loyalty to my friends as I am to them. I am a hypocrite oftentimes and expect others to care for themselves better than I care for myself. I expect others to think confidently even while I am not confident. I expect them to strive for the best, even when I am happy at mediocre. It is a terrible thing to be a hypocrite. It is like having one foot in heaven and one on earth. Maybe one day I will acquire the ambition necessary.

Still, if you thinking I'm more than an interesting set of faults, you are welcome to contact me and I'll give you some more. :P And maybe when the dust settles, we can be friends.