Well I guess this is stupid. You'll never read this. But its a forum so I'll use it. How can I ever find that moment again, that moment where I had the chance to make everything change. The course of my life would have taken the right turn into a path of light and happiness, with you and you only. Two years later I realize that you are the only one who was ever the one for me at the right time and in the right place. How easy it could have been if only I said the right thing, if only I said the truth, but no I chose the easy way out and lied. I'm sorry for that I should have told you then that I love you.