I'm a gender fluid cross-dresser, therefore I operate across the full spectrum of male to female appearances to suit myself. I enjoy looking at photos of genetic women, other cross-dressers and sissies, transvestites and the transitioning people. I am a heterosexual sissy fetishistic cross-dresser What I am NOT is a transvestite, transgendered or transitioning, I would not pass as female with my generous body build. I am so jealous of shorter slim crossdressers who can wear the smaller UK sized clothes in the range of ten to sixteen and look awesome, but I'm in the range of size twenty four to size thirty. I am fully aware that my needs are an obsession with all of the shame associated with an aberation. I do this for my own personal gratification. I would dress up in satin and chiffon all the time at home but the reality is very different going outside living in a society that claims to support all of the non binary trans spectrum but does not tolerate my types of obsessions and that I would like the general public to stay unaware of my crossdressing. As for my collection and use of the forbidden ladies items, there are all types and makes of scarves that are in my collection which is full to overflowing, I love to collect vintage silks, satins and chiffons from charity shops, eBay and Sunday car boot sales. The large headscarves worn by Turkish ladies such as makes from Aker and Armine are very desirable. I am in love with Indian fashions such as saris and sarees. My favourite obsession is for wearing headscarves and full-face silky scarves. I have a severe obession for 1960's and 1970's double layer nylon chiffon nightdresses. I nearly always wear a long silky or satin nightdress in bed and multiple large headscarves to keep my head and neck covered. I crave long silky panties and full length petticoats and long under-slips. Vintage corsets and girdles are my favourite foundation garments.