I have always struggled with my weight all my life. I married my high school sweetheart; had 2 girls; & moved around with him being in the military. Like many of you I had been on many diets and pills that worked at that time but never kept the weight off only to add more on! Needless to say by the time I had my Open RNY on May 4, 2004 I had gained 317lbs. I lost over 130lbs and was able to keep it off until 2 yrs ago. We moved to TN and began to have money and relationship problems. So as a result I didn’t work out and began to eat. We decided to divorce and it was finalized in June 2010. Since then I have continued to do the yo-yo thing once again. I am turning here to write my thoughts and journal my life; foods; stresses; activities I have or have not done. Anything that happens no matter how small, large or ugly it may be. Please feel free to follow me, leave comments, or support.