I wish that I could be happy 24/7, and that the smile on my face was real ALL the time, but that would be lying, and I hate liars.

At the time, lying may seem smart, but in the end it will blow up at you, knock you off your feet and leave you gasping for air. Those who live their lives off of lying will have it hardest, and I pity those. Those who I pity, have it much harder than me.

If you follow me on twitter, you may see that I occasionally leave depressing tweets. That's based off of confusion, I am not searching for pity. I do not want pity. All I want is guidance, someone who can explain it, tell me what to do when I feel like this.

Do not judge me, because I have not judged you.

Thank you. <33