Well, I'm glad that God made me a girl...I don't have to think about that and no one would ever wonder otherwise. I'm also thankful that I grew up in a church that preaches the gospel because I believe that it saved me from making more stupid choices. I wasn't all that bad of a person...actually more of a goodie-too-shoes for a while before my rebellious years. But I thank God he saved me because though I wasn't so bad, I was still headed for hell, though not as fast as some people. I know most people choose not to believe in God or have their own belief of God, you cannot deny or argue what God has done in my life! He has changed me from a bitter, depressed, miserable life and has given me a hope of eternity, peace I never found anywhere else, joy beyond explanation, a purpose for living, and true, complete LOVE!! No science, therapist, physiologist, or any other 'ist with a degree could explain or imitate the change in my life. I pray that you will find God and that you will choose a life of forgiveness. God does love you, contrary to popular belief and he wants to give you eternal life!