my name is elaina.

but they call me:

lainers.

lay lay.

ellie.

test monkey #5.

crouton.

laina.

naina.

twitchy.

fish outta water.

lain, jamba juice buddy.

jamba laina.

california girl.

far away twinny.

Ballelainerina.

layynah.

lain.

thomas the tank.[[tankie wankie]]

lay-na-nah ba-na-nah.

rainbow bright.

laintrain.

miss-elain-ious[[miscellaneous]].

RainyLainy.

emo-ette.

skittles.

about me:

i don't judge.

or label.

that's such a waste.

you are, who you are, and what i think doesn't change that.

and vice versa.

i know i can't change the world.

but i'd like to think that what i say and do have an impact, somewhere.

and that maybe, i can help start things off.

i write poems and songs.

i don't always like them, but i often share them.

i'm random.

like, crazy random.

but it's funner that way.

i say what i think.

and i entertain my friends for hours!

i'm pretty spontaineuos.

when i get an idea, i roll with it.

and i'll do just about anything.

i also take a lot of pics.

of me, nature, or just w/e.

some are "photographic" and others are just for fun.

comment 'em?

i do have some catch phrases.

maybe more than i intend.

and some, don't make much sense.

but hey, you should be able to catch on, right?

i like helping people.

i've been told i have good advice.

so remember, if you need somebody to listen, i'm always here.

i have been through most things.

and i promise not to change my opinion based on what you are going through.

but most of the time, i won't ask you how you are if i'm not ohkay.

cuz i hate admitting that to people.

so, if you want me to try and help or listen.

just ask.

i like making new friends.

i'm pretty open.

and like most people.

warning though, i'm blunt.

so don't be afraid to get to know me.

sour gummy worms.

animal crackers.

push ups [[the ice cream]].

fruit gushers.

and music videos are magic to me.

they always make me smile and feel better.

i'm just weird like that.

happiness and survival are all about self will.

if you don't want to be happy you won't.

if you don't want to survive, you won't.

it's all based on your mindset.

my faith isn't the best right now.

but i can say i'm trying.

i'm more on the spiritual than religious.

and i'm starting to question a lot about where i stand.

i'm uber opinionated.

and not afriad to speak my mind.

if you don't like where i stand, i'm sorry.

but it's my life and my choice.

i know wrong from right.

but i make mistakes.

whose perfect anyways?

for me, whatever happens, happens.

who am i to stop it?

also, i don'tdo things halfway.

if i'm going to go out and use my time.

it's going to be the real deal.

i'm often too vulnerable and willing.

but i don't tihnk that will evr change.

i'm one of those insane hopelss romantics.

that will do anything for "love".

or something close to it.

i love my friends.

and family.

and i'll love you too, as long as you can love me back.

i've found that love has to be in you, before you can put it in somebosy else.

if you can't love youtself and who you are.

how are you supposed to fully love anybody else?

i'm glad to say i'm not single.

i have an amazing boyfriend.

who i love 'til death.

he's the greatest kisser. ^_^

and the sweetest kidd.

i wish we would have met sooner.

the past isn't just the past.

sure, it'g one bad.

but it makes us stronger and helps us grow relationships/friendships.

i've been through a lot.

but i have some of the best people to call my friends.

they help me through everything.

and i'm proud of how far i've come because of them.

music is my soother.

i like all most kinds.

i'm always finding new bands.

so, if you want some, just ask.

my faves are screamo.

emo.

punk.

rave.

techno.

alternative.

indie.

acoutsic.

i like to dance.

i'm best when the music flows.

i CANNOT hip-hop dance.

but i rave.

and salsa.

and tango.

etc.

i play card games, constantly.

if i'm online, you can bet i'm playing spider solitaire.

i kick butt at poker.

and speed.

but wait, let's break all that down.

scream it: elaina.

stunned this world: nov 24, 1991 [[16 yeeears ago]].

brushes: dyed hair.

looks through: blue/gray eyes.

sees: bako, cali.

loves: love, family, friends, pics, hair dye, shows.

hates: fakes, heartache, awkward silences.

cant live without: music, poetry, sour gummy worms, animal cracker, gum.

status: taken <3

besties: lojo, kit, bre, bacon, kimrs, genny.

always: thinking, wishing, dreaming.