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Like so many of you out there I too am here looking for friends with similar interests.

BiCurious CD. My story is quite common. As a young boy, I was fascinated with the feminine image, women's clothes and makeup. I remember trying on my aunt's high heels and clip-on earrings. Then puberty hit, and as most my fascination with women went in a more conventional route. I did some CD experimenting in my mid-teens and early twenties, but then I fell in love, got married and had kids. I still had this desire to dress in woman's clothes. After my first wife and I split the desire got even strong and I give in and started dressing more till I fell in love again with wife #2. Several years into the married, one of my children suggest I dress-up as "Mom" for Halloween. My wife at the time did not know about my secret at the time and thought it would be a great idea. Who was I not say no to this sweet child. So with my ex's help I became one of the neighborhood moms. I looked so good, no one know who I was until I started to chat with some of the other women. They could not believe the transformation. After that, Halloween became a group participation event. The woman of the neighborhood lead by my wife, would cut and style my hair, pick out my attire and help me dress and do my make-up then we would all go out to party. I was one of the girls but that was short lived.

First forward many years and two more failed marriages and we're in the age of the internet. One day while surfing, I come across sites like this and found those old desires creep back. The more I saw people enjoying this 'hobby,' the stronger the urge became, and the less taboo it seemed. About four years ago, I said to myself, why not. I bought what I needed and found that I did not feel too weird about it. After all, why deprive myself of something I enjoy doing and it's harmless. I was once again private about it all, but finally felt a desire to seek out some contacts. For those of you who have become friends, I value your friendship and look forward to sharing my journey more in the future.