OK - I have just upgraded my account to Pro. I was getting frustrated having to only post safe, rather boring pictures. Now I won’t have to hold back from revealing everything I want to show. I shall enjoy showing you all my real self and I hope you will enjoy it too!

As you can see from my pictures I am well over 21 years old!

I have been a panty lover ever since I first slipped on a pair of sweet silky knickers and had an almost instant orgasm. It was so sudden and powerful that it scared me but I had to do it again! I was regularly wearing bras and panties before I ever had sex with a real girl.

All my teenage years I was a confused mess - girls made me horny - I wanted to fuck them but they were out of reach. The closest I could get was to wear their clothes - the more intimate the better. I filled my bras with water-filled condoms - I looked in the mirror and saw a sexy girl and it made me horny - I spilt pints of spunk into my knickers. I wanted to be more girly and rapidly it became an addiction.

I was desperately ashamed and terrified of being discovered - but I couldn’t stop. I bought more bras, girdles, corselettes, stockings, knickers and panties of all sorts - I threw them away out of shame but I always bought fresh supplies - lots of shame and guilt, lots of embarrassment - blushing and stammering at the checkout - but always the humiliating compulsion to continue. I experimented with bra fillings - I even bought liquid latex and made my own false breasts.

The world changed with the internet - suddenly I found out that there were other dirty perverts who wore girly underwear. I found out that I could buy proper fake breasts. Buying my first real breast forms was so scary - I couldn’t have them delivered to the house and I was too scared and hopelessly embarrassed to pick them up from a shop, so I paid extra to pick them up CoD from a Post Office in London.

I was sweating as I sneaked the big box into the house - but when I put them on it was so wonderful, it was worth all the stress! They looked so good and felt wonderful in my bra - I didn’t want to take them off!

Then I discovered Flickr.

My life changed.

I discovered a whole community of people a bit like me - happy perverts. They loved the pictures I posted - very bland at first - and I loved not having to hide. I loved being able to say all my dirty thoughts and to reveal some of the rude and horny things I got up to. There are so many different ways of enjoying sex and everyone was so supportive - I loved it.

I gave up trying to resist my sissy urges. I wish my real breasts were bigger but I love going out with a full bra under my boy clothes. I have recently discovered the joys of wearing a chastity cage - it increases my excitement but prevents any relief. The cage constantly reminds me that I am not a real man.

I used to think that I was the only one with these uncontrollable urges - but now I know the truth. It is still my secret but no more shame or guilt - I am content to enjoy my sissy side as much as possible!

All pictures are taken by me and of me.