HI gurls ! I am Angie , a full time , mature , trans-woman with attitude , I am an attention-seeking prick-teaser - OR , a prick-seeking attention whore !

Being Angie is about femininity , gender , sexuality but NOT SEX !! Is THAT clear ?

Over the years I have morphed from a 'straight tranny into a domme and finally into a mincing , pink , femboi faggot !

I AM NOT interested in ' men ' , so don't waste your time , Ok ?

Please comment on my pics , not just 'fave' - us gurls need to be admired , adored and lusted over - AND ' tributed ' ! Just a FEW words will do !!

nb. male admirers may look - but NEVER allowed to touch , ok ? Respectful comments are always welcome !! Boys - us gurls like to be admired !

' I wanna be adored ' Stone Roses song !!

I never felt 'normal ' as a child and teenager . I didn't see girls as others did - I wanted to BE them rather than fancy them ! Womens's fashion fascinated me , perfume , makeup were luring me in and I KNEW I needed them. I fell into marriage by accident and was too young and naive . Luckily , kids never happened and my wife only really wanted the escape from her family and security I offered.

We plodded along but I never felt right with sex - she had no interest either . A marriage of convenience . In later years , her health went worse and I became her carer as well as working . I DID tell her about Angie but this only made her despise me MORE. She tolerated my dressing but played no part in it . There was no escape in the 1980s and 90s - you were expected to do the right thing not run away ,

So this is what I did - put up with each other but the elephant in the room rarely mentioned .

I dressed in secret but HATED the lies and deceit . I was always faithful and always got on better with ladies at work - we had more in common ! I despised men with their attitudes , homophobia and misogyny . Julia Grant was on TV and it was THEN I had to transition but back then it was still seen as abnormal . They were FREAKS , PERVERTS or worse . I read Conundrum by Jan Morris - again , more clues to what I needed to BE ,

My wife died during Covid but not OF Covid and I could not see her in her final days . More guilt to take on .

I never fancied men OR women , only trans women . Women were our allies , our role models, our inspiration !

Many pics from my early days dressing destroyed by my wife , I got rid of my women's clothes on her request . THIS killed my spirit and I gave up on life - merely existing . Several women I worked with knew of Angie - ironically I worked women's clothing wholesale !!!

More torment !

Towards the end of my wife's life , I told her I not CARRY ON without 'being' Angie and she relented. I dressed after she went to bed but only in the house . I DID sneak out though ! Those first walks around my estate were the BEST I had felt for decades! The sound of my high heel boots , the rustle of my leather miniskirt on stockings , the headlights of passing cars , the strutting like a whore ,my perfume , swinging my arms like a sissy slut - REALLY camping it up - were THRILLING for me - better than SEX !! Being a prostitute is SUCH FUN !!

I was always a bit drunk - I would not have had the courage otherwise ! I dressed like a hooker and felt - AMAZING !

I had found the way to truly be MYSELF - the REAL Angie !!!

Her death was the chance - late in life - to be FREE ! Society had changed so much by then and trans was more normalised . I had been in a trans support group and posted pics on flickr both boosted my confidence ! The few friends I had on-line were supportive after her death and one has become my girlfriend and lover . This was 5 years ago . I came out at work , went shopping , got rid of my male stuff , and went ' Angie ' full-time within weeks of wife's death . Life was short and had little time to be timid.

So , here I am - Angie is OUT THERE , in your face , don't give a shit !! My pics show my taste and attitude now and I am loving every minute of it !! I flirt outrageously , like to tease , play the part of Angie ALL THE TIME !!

40 years wasted , WAITING for the chance to be ME!!

I fancy trans girls , TRY to become friends , encourage others to come ' out ' - rarely with success!!

I am still working ( at 68 yo !) , still keep fit , and LIVE EVERY DAY LIKE IT IS MY LAST !!!

I am emotional , cry easily , talk SMUTTY, love inuendo , love clothes shopping , walk like a girl , fall in love , flirt , smoke , dress OTT , dance to rock and roll music , play my electric guitars ,, make mistakes , worry about people I know and YES - I LOVE them , each in their own different way. In short - Angie GIVES a damn about them !!! I DO emote easily , worry too much , am VAIN ( without good cause!) , . I make mistakes , get people wrong , a lousy judge of people but usually suss them out !!

IN SHORT - I AM HUMAN !!!!!

This is for Kerry and Louise who I came 'out' to and saved me from topping myself , Tracey , another Louise , Aga (at work) , Jenni ( who I lust after but can never HAVE), KarenC ( my little sister - our joke ! ) , Sophie S (supermodel and GORGEOUS too!) Helen ,the ladies at Boots makeup counter , and anyone else I've met along the way who have been kind to me , smiled at me or loved me . It's also for Joni - the love of my life and BEST FRIEND and without whom , I would not still be around !! ( She never reads this , or she would be MORTIFIED !!! )

It's also mainly for my new friend , Maureen, who needs to see the real Angie and that I am more than my pictures on flickr !

I hope all this doesn't put you off me , hunni and give you a chance and get to know me . . Where will we go next , I wonder ?? I have NO IDEA !! But it will be FUN getting there !!

Angie xxx