Every human being right now is being affected by Covid-19, directly or not.

We have a huge opportunity now during this time to show that humanity and love can overcome any hate and selfishness we have in this world. I'd like to invite you to follow my journey as I navigate through this unique time we are facing.

My mental health has been a struggle since the beginning of Covid-19. I have been unable to visit my family back home in Windsor, Canada while being here at school and now with the increase in the spending of the virus, since my grandparents have compromised health. My furry companion has been bringing me some clarity while I am left feeling like I am in a fog.

Although the adjustments have been difficult for me, I am very grateful for everyone that has to put themselves at direct risk in order to save others during this time. It had been wonderful to see the beauty, love, and large sense of community being built in this world as we all experience the same virus.

My fiancé and I have found out that we will have to cancel our wedding that was planned for the end of April due to the shutdown of nonessential businesses and large gatherings. Although we are much more concerned about the well-being of everyone world-wide, and completely respect the measures that are put in place right now, it is hard not to be upset. I want to tell you right now, do not allow anyone to make you feel guilty for feeling what you might be feeling during this time. It is a unique situation we are in and it is ok to be upset about how it is affecting your daily life, just don't let it break you down.

The beautiful weather we are starting to have is putting me in better mindset than I had been in before. I am very thankful for our balcony space where I am able to do my schoolwork from home and spend my free time enjoying the spring air. It was just released that our stay at home order has been extended until April 30th, which was expected, but still hard to grasp. I created a collage of photos with people I love and happy memories for me to look at when these hard moments hit.

Easter looked a bit different this year due to the circumstances. My fiancé and I climbed into our car and drove an hour to visit her family, bringing desserts, flowers, and some social distancing company. This week has been difficult for me after hearing our shelter in place has been extended. I have been trying to distract myself as much as possible, however, its proven to be very difficult to do. Covid-19 is still all anyone wants to talk about.

April 24th, 2020 is the day I was supposed to be marrying the love of my life before we were hit with this pandemic. We decided to bake our own wedding cake together and buy the same bottle of wine we shared on our first date to celebrate. The times we are facing right now might be difficult, but the love we have is so much stronger. Although easier said than done, it is so important for us to look for the positives in all situations to avoid becoming consumed with negative thoughts. These times are making our relationship stronger than ever which I will forever be grateful for.