Hello, Welcome on my profile,

I'm Monique, a part time (T)girl from the Netherlands.

My story is probably the same as with many other part time ladies.

When I was 8 years old I realized that I didn’t wanted to become a boy, I just wanted to become a girl so I could live and dress like my girlfriends and also I wanted to get breasts as the older girls like my neighbour girl.

Getting breasts still is my largest and an lifetime obsession.

I am now talking about the early sixties, no internet, yes we had the start of the space program but no knowledge about gender transformation at all and my parents would probably not understand my wish to become a girl at all.

Maybe stupid, but I didn,t dare to bring it up to them.

With some pain in my heart I realized that I had to put aside everything that had to do with femininity and focus my life entirely on what would come as a boy.

Still having my feminine issue that kept coming up but disappeared again and again at irregular times I got married without telling my wife about the girlish feelings in me because I was convinced that my feelings would change in time,

and it did….. for maybe 10 years, then I got the brilliant idea to dress on my sailing boat for once, just once.

And so I went to a transition store to buy a new wardrobe, makeup, wig and breast form, this was the beginning of falling into this silken trap and from then I couldn’t go back.

I decided that I had to tell my wife, children and family about Monique which was not a success as you can understand.

In brief, My wife wanted an divorce but first she brought me to an gender transition center where we both had conversations on the subject of transgenders and everything on the subject of transition.

In the end I decided ,and only for my wife, that I was not going into an full transition. Me and my wife got to an agreement that Monique could live in a separate corner of our life because my wife doesn’t wanted and still don't want to meet Monique.

I was allowed dress at home occasionally when my wife was not at home, I was not allowed to go out and meet other girls but I was allowed to be Monique on my boat whenever I wanted to be and wear lingerie whenever I want. It was or this or a divorce.

For the last 10 years, from 2010, I am able to transform myself to Monique from time to time but it is always too short because I love every minute of my time as Monique.

The problem is time, most of the times I am able to transform myself to Monique it is for 3-4 hours, too short to do my make-up properly because it also has to come off during this time. This is why my makeup is absolutely not the same as I see in the pics of some of the other ladies her on Flickr.

my make-up is like many women my age usually do, simple and not too extensive, and my photos are posted without using filters.

Here on Flickr I hope to make some new friends, have some nice conversations and get some ideas from the other girls so Monique can grow and will get more confidence in being a part time girl.

Please respect my photos and please do not copy them to other websites without my approval and I am really not interested in seeing pics of guys genitalia. You will be blocked!

Love Monique