Update 7.6.25 I’ve finally had chance to be Nicola for the first time in 7 months. I’ve just had the most incredible day out with Kay and Rachel from the Beaumont Society. It’s been a truly enlightening encounter with two of the loveliest people you should ever wish to meet. I feel as if I’ve made the next step to be able to express the other me.

Update 20.1.25 I recently had heart bypass surgery, (20.12.24) and this has made me view things in a different light. I’ve hidden a fundamental part of me for so long. I was made to feel ashamed and embarrassed as a child for wanting to dress as a girl and this has followed me for nearly 60 years. Recently, my cardiac rehab nurse asked what makes me feel relaxed and I told her I liked to be a woman from time to time. She was so kind and asked lots of questions about Nicola and I showed her pictures of me dressed. I don’t think she’ll ever know how much it meant to me to be able to talk openly about a part of me I’ve kept hidden for so long. This has made me realise it’s not me with the problem and I just want to meet, talk and build friendships with others and to be accepted for who I really am.

Update 18.2.24 I’ve experienced the most incredible weekend expressing my feminine side after 20 years of putting my crossdressing to one side. I don’t know when I will get my next opportunity to transform but I know I’m going to hit the shops. I need so many things to allow me to express my true self. My confidence has grown so much with the kind comments from others and I am hoping to step into the real world and show other who I really am.

Update 1.3.24 I’ve decided to block any people attempting to follow me if they do not have any content in their photo stream or their favourites are full of dick pics.

Over 60 lifelong crossdresser from West Yorkshire about to return. I’ve not dressed fully in over 20 years and will be uploading photos soon. Looking forward to chatting with others and making friends.

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